Sorcery experiences

[serloco]

I remember one night I was frustrated I could not shake the first attention format from my first attention. Would it always be roads and maps, and earth and buildings and blah forms? I imagined a bunch of this then, and saw that nothing surrounded the small town I was in except my knowledge of what it was. Even the roads that I hated at that moment. Why roads as if we know what is out there? I see void in my attention then that can be laid with my attention if i want but is not set. I see even the road is made of attention of formed knowledge and can be rewritten in many ways. Which would later grow into great ... uh.. 'paths'... heh. Paths in roads. At that time I was rebellious and so that was what was needed in that moment. So I destroyed the knowledge of the roads and what casts them in my awareness. Alone in the town what surrounded me was unformed. I journied out past the familiar church and down the way and took a turn i never had taken. Down a street I had never formed. The street led to a road and it was broken up and damaged severely and led on, put was impassible soon i found. My attention was strange and I could see only darkness, unformed was the way beyond and a sign "under construction", and I could see that it was formed so that my attention would form the way in the beyond and I could imagine into this or any space and form it's future "a sign formed there that i could see before it formed and it read "Imagine here"on a billboard and it formed in a big open lot where i could imagine things to be. I walked into and formed the way and began forming my attention in different ways then. At first controlling and taking over the forms of my first attention and mastering them. Learning to reform them, change them, and create new forms. I still had and have much to master yet have learned much.