12-12-2014, 12:00 AM
So I was in my basement living room with my allies. I was feeling strong but also a little angry at a pain I was having. So I commanded my ally to give me my pains in my life, commanded God. I said cycle through my pains and then one by one all the different pains i had in my life i received again. Some of my allies were very dubious at this feat, like i was a big mistake but I kept telling them to chill out and have faith. I started to heal them one by one. Blessing my stretching ability greatly so when i stretched the pains would vanish away. I then said in command "my body absorbs my pains quickly." Then one by one my pains started to vanish away into my flesh being absorbed and snuffed out. I then said give me my pains again and I said "my attention can isolate them and transform them". Then I focused onto them and began shifting them into other sensations. Then with more pain given into my body I said I can breath my pain in and exhale it and then a brown cloud flew out of my mouth and my pains vanished again. I thn said more pain please, and I said my hands are healing hands, and my hands rubbed them, just a touch and they vanish away. I then said more please and I said any kind of motion makes my pains vanish away and so i moved a little and they vanished away. Some were difficult because they were named chronic pain and so i realized this is garbage and i can rename them, and so i did and away they went again.
I said awful things too making my pains worse and into diseases saying things like pains spreads and it wants to stay and thus it did Then I used y techniques to again heal them. I said then pain is alive and aware and my pain became alive, another new ally being, an inorganic lifeform. He began swimming into my body causing me pain and I said my new ally can heal himself in the ways I have learned since he knows all about pains. ANd so he started doing that, making pains and then healing them in the ways i had just done on his own. Then I said my pain can speak to me and it started talking to me in my attention telling me all about the knowledge that created my pains, and how to heal them perfectly, and so we did. I said my ally can enter into other people too, and teach them how to heal and so i sent him to the hospital to remove pain. Now I didnt know if i could do this on real pains or just pains i created, well i knew i could but needed to test and so i worked out hard and the next day healed my pain in my muscles, that good work out pain perfectly healed. Now I said my allies want to cause me pan and are demons who want to hurt me, and they possessed me and started making me say awful things about my pain making it worse and making it into hurts. I said you do not want me to heal at all and only want to hurt me. Many of my allies were dubious at this command again saying i am a fool. I said to them no I need to know i can heal against the worst pains, ones that do not want to heal, and against beings who want to hurt me. FOr 2 weeks we battled and I won slowly over them and my pains again became in my control. I begged them to stp but they wouldn't, i made them that way, but i won anyways, and my pains one by one came back into my control and they lost nearly all of their power. That was 2 weeks ago now, and they still have a couple, but i am strong and am defeating them. Now I know I can command my pain and win over them even if they do not want me to win. For awhile every time i focused on my body my attention caused me pain, this is a form of chronic pain that i can now heal, one of the worst ones.
I said awful things too making my pains worse and into diseases saying things like pains spreads and it wants to stay and thus it did Then I used y techniques to again heal them. I said then pain is alive and aware and my pain became alive, another new ally being, an inorganic lifeform. He began swimming into my body causing me pain and I said my new ally can heal himself in the ways I have learned since he knows all about pains. ANd so he started doing that, making pains and then healing them in the ways i had just done on his own. Then I said my pain can speak to me and it started talking to me in my attention telling me all about the knowledge that created my pains, and how to heal them perfectly, and so we did. I said my ally can enter into other people too, and teach them how to heal and so i sent him to the hospital to remove pain. Now I didnt know if i could do this on real pains or just pains i created, well i knew i could but needed to test and so i worked out hard and the next day healed my pain in my muscles, that good work out pain perfectly healed. Now I said my allies want to cause me pan and are demons who want to hurt me, and they possessed me and started making me say awful things about my pain making it worse and making it into hurts. I said you do not want me to heal at all and only want to hurt me. Many of my allies were dubious at this command again saying i am a fool. I said to them no I need to know i can heal against the worst pains, ones that do not want to heal, and against beings who want to hurt me. FOr 2 weeks we battled and I won slowly over them and my pains again became in my control. I begged them to stp but they wouldn't, i made them that way, but i won anyways, and my pains one by one came back into my control and they lost nearly all of their power. That was 2 weeks ago now, and they still have a couple, but i am strong and am defeating them. Now I know I can command my pain and win over them even if they do not want me to win. For awhile every time i focused on my body my attention caused me pain, this is a form of chronic pain that i can now heal, one of the worst ones.