12-21-2014, 12:00 AM
Very depressed tonight. Feel heavy. I hate humans. I mean I love them too but hate them because of my iob awareness. Cold. I didnt have any bad experiences with them in a long time really but still I hate them. What makes me happy is that I can eave them, and that they have no real power. IOBs love me so long as I give the power but I am done with that. I hate iobs. I love my ally, but iit does not demand nor threaten nor try to steal the world. People are sick in my opinion and I can not wait till the get what they deserve. Yesterday I tested the people in my new city and asked some people for some help. They were inorganic people I soon found ad cold as ice. I cursed them and watched as they ages 10 years or maybe even 20 right before my eyes. After the people saw what I did to mean people everyone was nice to me and they too began cursing the sick, greedy and disgusting people. My rage is poweful inside of me, it pushed me the edge of my power and some of my allies are punishers and do this feat very well. I just have to sic my ally onto them and watch them crumble. I remember the bus driver told me I had to pay to have my luggage stored away and I curses his mouth from being able to speak. Everytime he got on the PA system his voice was severely fucked up like a damaged robot. Greyhound then decided not to charge money for stow away luggage after that and my city took it away also. Sometimes fear of me hurting them gets the job ddone best and faith in theri goodness has not always survived. I am left despising human beings. NOt my family, but most people. I sucks that you have to comand that people are kind in order for them to be kind, and so I dont anymore and just let them be how they are and if and when they are dirty I curse them. I or rather we have a whole book of curses for them.