Sorcery experiences

[serloco]

So I have been hangin inside the iob world for a bit. Been coming and going into their awareness. They project into my world. We had a big fight again. I stoped feeding them the food they love from me and began cutting it down. See some of the most beautiful and powerful dreaming positions i have they tried to claim and make theirs and some of them were demanding and trying to force my awareness into them to use. Without my permission. Just demands. I hate that. Ungrateful too for what I have blessed them with. They think whatever I gain is theirs to use. They think they can wal right up to me and tell me everything they can do and then having said that they can go and do it. It came from working with my omnipotent ally, and all the power i used to give to them. When the battles began I was outgunned and out manuevered in every way but I kept fighting and eventually i won. They lost nearly everything I have given them and what a battle it has been. I am talking the tortures of hell. NOw the hell devices are mine too, and I took their curses and stuck them with them. Listening to their music makes me sick because it is trying despretely to survive and keep what it has gained from me. The problem is they turned into bullies and nearly turned my body into a free feeding machine for them. It worked for awhile too for the until i took it turned my body into a cursing machine. Every ally I made they tried to steal from me and failed. The power I invested into my allies I took back, except for the ones who are loyal and true. NOw most of them are cursed in my awareness and all their power is drained. It feels nice and a lil sad to me. I used to love them all so much. But alas my beautful allies are mine again and not working for iobs. They tried all the buttons that used to work for them, and ll i have been ding for the lat week is cutting all the buttons off for them. Now they try and are so weak and pathetic they get only failure. I told them I was going to leave soon and many of them begged me to follow me where i was going. I allowed some of them to drop in on me later and cursed the ones who demanded they follow. I have cursed their forms to melt and be controlled by my awareness. A trick they taught me to bless their forms and create super beings. Now they are fucked with it. They started imediately trying to tell me that their world will spin on without me, even when my world ends. I told the to go to hell, and my world will not end, and niether will i, but all of my power and all of my awareness goes with me and I leave you now with nothing. In my awareness you will die without me. You shouldnt have demanded anything from me, and to the point of rape. You will get what i feed you only from now on. I will not even allow my own awareness to feed you while unawares. You should of seen all their desperte needs and demands. They tried to threaten me and torutre me again but it failed for them. You should have seeen how strong i once made them. NOw they are weak and sad and pathetic. Desperate. You see they thought they could just tell me what is and force me to dream for them. In the end they failed and all the gifts i gave them that they used against me like ungrateful bitches turned against them and did not work for them anymore. I will sustain some of them, but not all of them. Not their world. Not the world i made for them. not my gifts and my powers and my abilities. I will sustain them only for my allies. the rest get cursed awareness and poison. Oh I hate the iobs. SOBS I mean. I like allies and inorganic lifeforms, but i despise the traditional don juan iob realm. They can shive it up their asses. Did you know that the iobs cant relly do anything on their own unless you give them the power to do things and believe in them and know they can? They cant. I swear. That is my awareness and i am loving it. Ohhhhh I would love to give them gifts of power, it is what i do for them and beings. I am crafty and gifted. But they demanded and stole from me without my permission and raped my clean and dry. Killed me many times with my own power. They tried last night to turn my awarness into oblivion. They failed. Its all they do now. Fail. I cast myself outside of their world tonight and cast my own way and all of my dreams formed for me again despite my battle with the iobs. My awareness and tricks still worked despite the iob saying they will not work. They tried to kill me and steal my life from me. I used to let them. They had whatever they wanted from me. I was their prize. But it was never enough for them and everything, every little thing, i got they demanded for themselves and they wanted to give me nothing in return. Their world is a hell. I turned it into one for them. They deserve it. I am their worst nightmare. Silly too, i warned them everytime. I told them what would happen if they crossed me. They crossed me everytime and every tie they begged for mercy and forgveness. They begged me for life. I give the death instead. Ohhhh they wanted immortality from me, and almost had it. They were so strong from me, and now they are dying from my awareness. They are dyinng from their lies and their tricks. ANd the nagual is punishing them. I just intend it to happen and the unknown swallows me and guides me and they crumble like dust. Try to be a nagual, try to be me, try to lie to me and demand to me, i fuckin dare you.