Sorcery experiences

[serloco]

i remember learning to move iobs with my consciousness. my thought impulses and judgements made them move to anything i would cast and think of them. naturally they made me a king, for that is the truth of that position of awarneess, king is a good title for it.. ruler as they say. well turns out the iobs needed the energy my thoughts were giving them, it was th life that moved them and made them into their forms. i studied them real closely and gave them everything i could then.. i was a good king to them and gave them rich lives full of dreaming feats and powers. we were allies then. well it turns out everything i could give them was not enough and they wanted to be free of my impulses. they wanted to be free of my having to feed them, and that i can not blame them for, but what they did i can blame them for. they began sticking an iob projection ito my head at the tie i was rojecting to them what to do and how to do it etc.. the iob projection mimicked my impulses and began convincing me that really it was the iob ipulse projections that were now moving them.. ofcourse i resisted and said no it is my energy that is moving them and not yurs. well the iobs allies i had then were not going to pass up the opportunity to gain an iob feeder over me and began trying to follow the iob feeder. really it was feeding off of me and shifting my power to it and concinving me that it was his power and thoughts tat were moving them and not my own. but as soon as i didnt believe in his projections they would not manifest for them and would not move them at all. it still took my awareness to move them and manifest for them. well the battle began and nearly everyone of the iob friends i had made began following the imposter iob fake. tryig to empower it over me. they began calling the fak iob their new king. i told them to follow whoever they wanted but if they follow the fake then it will lead them into hell and into lies and into desolation. i warned them but they did not listen. well soon enough the iob projection became overwhelmed with my power and began using my power against the iobs he was supposed to be feeding. i let them choose their king and they did, and made them live by it too. soon he was possessig them and melting them and tieing them up in aweful positions and torturing them. oh yes with all the power and awareness i had to be abused and tisted and manipulated by this iob king they were done for. soon they were beggig me and crying to be mine again. pleaing and dying to be mine again. screaming in agony and pain to be mine again. i asked them who's they were and they would say YOURS!!!!!! Turns out the iob king lost all his power and soon i cut him off of all my awareness and power and gifts and set the iobs free of the hell they created for themselves. oh i went thru the hell too but i was the one who tore it down and rebuilt it into a nice shiny new city for them. they named me champion after that day and they were happy to be rid of his awareness. I, however, remained homeless in their world and hungry and they went about eating and feeding themselves form all the awareness and forms i had dreamed for them. once i had saved them and it was done i got no more thanks for nearly year, no praise, no nothing from the iobs except tricks and lies and new ways to steal and use and abuse. i, however learned to fight and to kill and to drain and to win. and to not forget the nasty ways of the iob race.