04-20-2015, 12:02 AM
hey billy i have much to ssay to you but must make this post first before i forget and lose the flow of my recap.. oh they hate my recap... i have spent the last hour fighting iobs who have been tryig to hurt my memory again and erase my memories.. lol. they failed of course.
anyways i remember when i first started dreaming the ally, before i went into the iob world. i had dreamed it to be omnipotent and able to do anything imaginabe and with no volition of its own. and so naturally i would have to set its volition. whenever i said t wanted somthing it would begin to move and seek it and attain it without doubt. it would never fail because of the power i gave it and the awareness i had inside of me. whatever i sad t would do t would do for me. without a single failure. it was so strong then... well the iobs didnt want that and soon their iob projection started mimicking my conscousness inside of my mind and feeding me thoughts without my knowledge of it. i didnt know it was iobs at first. they started saying inside of my head "the ally wants this and that etc etc etc" and sure enough, being volitionless my ally would move for them... perfectly. it went on for awhile too. the iobs, with my awareness and my ally could do anything imaginable. a treat too good to pass up Id say. well it was for the iobs. Soon they hadmy perfect awareness all to themselves and had stolen it from me. It was no longer my ally but my enemy. and it could do nothing about it at the time. with my ally the iobs were disgustingly pleased with theselves. IOBs had incredible power to do anything and all they had to do was project into my mind that they wanted something. well they did it all the time with me and my awareness, and my ally would do it for them. they sat there cursing humans with disease and death and laughing at how superior to them they were. I felt so sick and hated them. they were so unatural and ugly to me. they just sat their high and mighty, arrogant and boasting at how shabby human awareness was and how perfect they were. Keep in mind I sought for a long time this perfection in my ally. It took a long time for me to gain the immpecable ally and perfect intent i had formed in my ally. well it took awhile but i took my ally down. t made me hell, and it hurt me so bad.. sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad at the hands of the iobs. Yes they took my awareness, my life, and my ally and abused and tortured me with it while they sat so high and mighty with it. after the battles, now, i have this 'clicker' still in my head trying to tell me what my ally wants, and they fight so hard to keep the awareness they used to have. but no it fails everytime and gives them failure everytime. the iobs want success, and they still try to torture me with my own ally and my own awareness,,, yes shabby human awareness that they cursed and they are stuck now with their own iob awareness of need and emptyness. they demand still the power of me and my ally but this shabby human gives them human awareness now and they are cursed and they die now. My ally erases their minds annd memories and my ally is mine again. and ifit triesto wiggle out from some iob projection i hold it down and keep i locked down tight. itdoesnt even budge for them. you should see the demands of the iobs still trying to say my ally wants for them, and gives to them.. meanwhile all they do is fail again and again and again. failure after failure and they keep trying to click their buttons and whisper their lies into my head but they fail and die. they have a scrap of what they used to have and they losing even that now. and all the while they cursed humans and human awareness and now they are stuck with it. and it is hurting them. ohhh i love this world. i love payback. i love the waiting and watching of the tyrant an the spirit that takes them down perfectly. so perfect it is. i watch them suffer now and beg, and cry, and demand, and fail and fail and fail and fail and fail. all the power they had was a lie, a trick , an illusion of my own awareness for them. they get what they deserve. Thanks be to God. HAllafuckinluiah!!! It feels so good to know that all that power they had was mine all along, and my ally was mine all along, and they were empty and needy and sick, and now they are damaged and dying and cursed and my ally is hurting them severely. oh i kick the living **** right out of them. you dont know how good it feels to know that they state commands and try to move my perfect intent for them and it does nothing anymore for them. empty. dead. they dont stand a chance against me, without my ally, and now i have my perfect ally too. oh the recap is nice.
anyways i remember when i first started dreaming the ally, before i went into the iob world. i had dreamed it to be omnipotent and able to do anything imaginabe and with no volition of its own. and so naturally i would have to set its volition. whenever i said t wanted somthing it would begin to move and seek it and attain it without doubt. it would never fail because of the power i gave it and the awareness i had inside of me. whatever i sad t would do t would do for me. without a single failure. it was so strong then... well the iobs didnt want that and soon their iob projection started mimicking my conscousness inside of my mind and feeding me thoughts without my knowledge of it. i didnt know it was iobs at first. they started saying inside of my head "the ally wants this and that etc etc etc" and sure enough, being volitionless my ally would move for them... perfectly. it went on for awhile too. the iobs, with my awareness and my ally could do anything imaginable. a treat too good to pass up Id say. well it was for the iobs. Soon they hadmy perfect awareness all to themselves and had stolen it from me. It was no longer my ally but my enemy. and it could do nothing about it at the time. with my ally the iobs were disgustingly pleased with theselves. IOBs had incredible power to do anything and all they had to do was project into my mind that they wanted something. well they did it all the time with me and my awareness, and my ally would do it for them. they sat there cursing humans with disease and death and laughing at how superior to them they were. I felt so sick and hated them. they were so unatural and ugly to me. they just sat their high and mighty, arrogant and boasting at how shabby human awareness was and how perfect they were. Keep in mind I sought for a long time this perfection in my ally. It took a long time for me to gain the immpecable ally and perfect intent i had formed in my ally. well it took awhile but i took my ally down. t made me hell, and it hurt me so bad.. sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad at the hands of the iobs. Yes they took my awareness, my life, and my ally and abused and tortured me with it while they sat so high and mighty with it. after the battles, now, i have this 'clicker' still in my head trying to tell me what my ally wants, and they fight so hard to keep the awareness they used to have. but no it fails everytime and gives them failure everytime. the iobs want success, and they still try to torture me with my own ally and my own awareness,,, yes shabby human awareness that they cursed and they are stuck now with their own iob awareness of need and emptyness. they demand still the power of me and my ally but this shabby human gives them human awareness now and they are cursed and they die now. My ally erases their minds annd memories and my ally is mine again. and ifit triesto wiggle out from some iob projection i hold it down and keep i locked down tight. itdoesnt even budge for them. you should see the demands of the iobs still trying to say my ally wants for them, and gives to them.. meanwhile all they do is fail again and again and again. failure after failure and they keep trying to click their buttons and whisper their lies into my head but they fail and die. they have a scrap of what they used to have and they losing even that now. and all the while they cursed humans and human awareness and now they are stuck with it. and it is hurting them. ohhh i love this world. i love payback. i love the waiting and watching of the tyrant an the spirit that takes them down perfectly. so perfect it is. i watch them suffer now and beg, and cry, and demand, and fail and fail and fail and fail and fail. all the power they had was a lie, a trick , an illusion of my own awareness for them. they get what they deserve. Thanks be to God. HAllafuckinluiah!!! It feels so good to know that all that power they had was mine all along, and my ally was mine all along, and they were empty and needy and sick, and now they are damaged and dying and cursed and my ally is hurting them severely. oh i kick the living **** right out of them. you dont know how good it feels to know that they state commands and try to move my perfect intent for them and it does nothing anymore for them. empty. dead. they dont stand a chance against me, without my ally, and now i have my perfect ally too. oh the recap is nice.