Sorcery experiences

[Billy]

Hey serloco, that question of yours> something like,  "What is it you want anyways?"  It struck me as I'm certain you intended.   I have such a strong sense of my independence in this 'new' world now.
Your words, "Do it!" have made an impression.
 

    A couple days ago I saw a weird imagery of a negative energy field that seemed like a tightly woven mesh that vibrated.  I saw it on an even plain, waist high, that I perceived extended through my entire house.  This had no depth excepting  an imperceptible haze downward a foot.  I contemplated that I could not deflect this negative field, that I had to somehow absorb it> take in its 'poison' and convert it.  I could not even lift up for an hour yesterday because every muscle in my body was sore.  I had no clue or done nothing to warrant this state.   I did the dark moon dreaming the night before per Julio, but don't connect it to that.  I do connect it to this negative field of energy.
   I did some good gazing while running a 102 fever; I really felt I could accomplish anything from then forward, as I do now.  I am much better already that way, but take a gift from that too.