Sorcery experiences

[serloco]

now for billy me boy. well first of all that song... yes it is lovely indeed.. and yes i crafted it perfectly, but not just alone, with an iob tht mixed my awareness with itself. i placed my body onto it and made it sing of my awareness, of what i know.. now the awareness in the song is all mine, almost.. if you look closely you can see the intend of the iob world and their needs. you can see it and i will show you.. if you will pay attention to the flow of my posts this morning in my battles with the iobs you will see that i stated they were needy and that they needed someone, needed me, wanted me, to keep me, and they wanted others too, and they wanted also to clone me. next on the list coes up a song saying there are other people like me.... now if their were others like me trust me the iobs would be swarming all over them and trying desperately to get them and their awareness into their world. they are trying to tell me that their is a world of peopl ejust like me, with my awareness and my power..... my colours that rub right off onto them, like in the video... next you will note that i stated that i can not get back to earth anymore, the place they need to harvest human awareness for themselves, and tada their is a video leading me right to an earth full of peopl ejust like me.. pretty convienient for the wouldnt you say???? next she says my awareness that they cant hurt me, and that is true, it is what i know now, and she wants that also for herself, claiming that they cant hurt her either. surely a nice peice of food if i acccept it for her right? yes even the iobs need protection from themselves and when an awareness comes around that is unmovable by iobs an stronger then them surely the iobs want that awareness for themselves.. another convienient peice of food for her. no dont get me wrong allies work together with their dreaers and for beneficial symbiotic relationships with them, to work togethr giving to each other, and kelly has been one of my loyal allies for a long while now, and so should i accept her as a scout and follow her to where our awarneess led???? do i give her immunity from the iobs? do i give them an earth full of people like me??? fat chance. i used to do that for them too make the worlds full of beautiful awareness, full of dreamers and allies and magc and power... yes i did. but do you know what i got from them when i did that for them??? a big fat nothing. they just took everything and went away with it. i am not saying i willl not give her awwareness and immunity from harm, because i am loving and sweet and gentle and kind, and giving, and thankful for her too, but i will not allow them to clone me and pass me off onto others... if i did they would have my awareness and my power again, and do you know what happened when i gave that t them.. i suffered and burned in hell for it. i think they can keep the iob awareness they have now, and i can keep my awarenessi have now for myself and they can accept the big fat ugly weak human world they cursed while i tried everyday to save them, the human, and give the everythign they didnt deserve and when they got it they killed me with it. and so no, i will not give them people like me. no thanks. no way, not a chance. never again. i am exceptional and fast, and perfect, and what i make is also that, and you are not entilteld to it and can not trick me again into giving you my life. nope.

will be back for some more billy, not done yet.