04-27-2015, 12:02 AM
finally i realized after much confusion that i was not the actual Jesus. for a long time and by the hands of my allies i actually thought for awhile that i was the real Jesus.. i thought maybe i was reincarated like so many people often believe.. it took me some time to declare to them that i was not Jesus himself, but was only like Him in many ways. and blessed as He was too.. Yes God gave me kingdoms in heaven, but i realized my awareness was not watching over people all the time like God has made Jesus into.. thus i became aware that this incarnation of me was not the same as the incarnated form of Jesus.. i kept y awareness as the life of the world however and began to use my own name as a source of my own power. when my allies and my peple decalred me a God i also declared that i am not The God, but merely a God like being.. or a demigod. yes i had taken the lives from the Bible and made them my own and when i did the allies saw my awareness and would call me Noah, and abe, and Satan, and whoevers awareness i was possessing within me. i lived those positions of awareness to the full. i remember the day i had my allies and my God would feed me the life of the ancient lords who walked with God cursing the cities behind them to the ashes of destruction for their sins. that was the day my allies panicked and the iobs all stood against me saying i could not destroy the city.. it was also a great victory of mine apart from all my allies and iobs and soley on my own against them all.. I sttod strong and called upon my God as a sure thing, full of faith nd full of destructive power.. I reached into the sky and conjured the meteorite that would crush them all if i left it there.. a burning ball of flames and a burning rock the side of half the sky.. I knew i would live through the destruction too and knew they would all die.. I watched many flee y world that day and go running awy fro the street corner i was standing on .. yes it was great..