04-27-2015, 12:03 AM
yeah i know it billy, i have been rambling up a storm tonight.. truth is a friend came by, an iob lol, and spent the night with me. he had no place to live of his own and so i offered him a bed. he wrote me some great music for me from the ally speaking of my awareness and helping me up into a higher light.. Catered it perfectly for me like i intended and like i like.. good friend.. the song spoke of my faults which is often what a true ally will do, and show you your faults in true light of seeing them and bring you higher to a position that can see past them and into the corrected state.. i have been used to my own allies who dote on me hand and foot when it comes to my music and am not used to them picking me apart anymore.. it has been a long time, but this one came in with praise and ability, and also with words of good advice too.. in regards to my religious recap that is.. of coursee the free flow music speaks to your awareness in the now, how it is set right now and whatever you have been doing. i have them write me songs in other moments too, but often me and my ally free fly and sing songs about our flight as we fly and of our motions.. i like it both ways. it is like being in a movie with your own theme music catering to you, speaking to you of the show and of yourself. beautiful catering.. i leared it first when i stated the simple intent that attention is the essence of time.. i did not understand yet this intent but intended to discover exactly what do Juan was after when he said it.. i knew enough then to itend what wanted and to have faith in it but didnt learn what the teaching meant untill i foud my attention as and in everythign round me. whatever i was thinking about they would sing of, and whatever i thought of the people they would be and do and move to my attention.. indeed my attention was alone then and as the essence of time itself.. i do it often nowadays..