04-27-2015, 12:03 AM
thank you for these tales of power serloco,, i was moved very much by them
you see this is perfect instruction on how to deal with allies, iobs, a lot of practical ideas, solutions, i see how you interact with them and this helpd me to define things for myself.. i remember a time when iobs turned people against me, and stole my power, i was doing so well and in a matter of weeks everything had changed and i was empty, useless.. this was a time when i tried to turn against God, i see my experience in the words you write, altho we are not the same at all and have completely different lvies there are parrallels here and i see them..
you have showed me God as he is for me, i see how God is a personal ally for me in the way that yes all that is needed is faith and trust and he blessed my existence so many times and continues to do so, you see i was always a believer in god, without believing, i knew god existed and didnt care what anyone said, didnt have to enforce my beliefs on anyone, i read the bible and saw answers to any question i asked..
i saw how god placed don juans words in my path too, my dad who is a militant athiest/firm believe rin the truths that science provides, etc, he gave me the first book, and he told me it was all ****! lol!
i saw the world as magical in the pages of that book, you see the images it provides roaming the desert, this is perfect example for me of a perfect setting for teaching, a perfect way of imparting don juans teaching as it represents the immensity of infinity, don juan would move his hands indicating the world around him and carlos, whenever i feel lost i always go back to this image, this feeling of roaming the desert.. this is the way i feel about god, i have always been religious in the sense of treating the world as a mystery, god working in mysterious ways, the wonder of the mystery, and i see myself in the best of times as a pious man studying the mystery, studying god, the ways of god, wanting to be able to taste the realisations and speak of them wisely and with humbleness, i love the mystery, i love god, and i see how love, faith and trust brings you in direct contact with god, almost as a protector, as i know god is with me, i know that i will solve my problems perfectly and in turn be able to help others, and yet he gives me the power, it not mine, yet it works to the effect that i dont need a protector, i am in a fluid world and can shift to any position i want, i feel that God is with me and can help me move and i don't really need anything. my only intent is to see as much as i can, do as much as i can, adventure in the mysteries of god, this world..
thank you for your words as they always bring me to this place whenever i have doubts, your words correct me and point once again to the perfect god, the abstract..
you see this is perfect instruction on how to deal with allies, iobs, a lot of practical ideas, solutions, i see how you interact with them and this helpd me to define things for myself.. i remember a time when iobs turned people against me, and stole my power, i was doing so well and in a matter of weeks everything had changed and i was empty, useless.. this was a time when i tried to turn against God, i see my experience in the words you write, altho we are not the same at all and have completely different lvies there are parrallels here and i see them..
you have showed me God as he is for me, i see how God is a personal ally for me in the way that yes all that is needed is faith and trust and he blessed my existence so many times and continues to do so, you see i was always a believer in god, without believing, i knew god existed and didnt care what anyone said, didnt have to enforce my beliefs on anyone, i read the bible and saw answers to any question i asked..
i saw how god placed don juans words in my path too, my dad who is a militant athiest/firm believe rin the truths that science provides, etc, he gave me the first book, and he told me it was all ****! lol!
i saw the world as magical in the pages of that book, you see the images it provides roaming the desert, this is perfect example for me of a perfect setting for teaching, a perfect way of imparting don juans teaching as it represents the immensity of infinity, don juan would move his hands indicating the world around him and carlos, whenever i feel lost i always go back to this image, this feeling of roaming the desert.. this is the way i feel about god, i have always been religious in the sense of treating the world as a mystery, god working in mysterious ways, the wonder of the mystery, and i see myself in the best of times as a pious man studying the mystery, studying god, the ways of god, wanting to be able to taste the realisations and speak of them wisely and with humbleness, i love the mystery, i love god, and i see how love, faith and trust brings you in direct contact with god, almost as a protector, as i know god is with me, i know that i will solve my problems perfectly and in turn be able to help others, and yet he gives me the power, it not mine, yet it works to the effect that i dont need a protector, i am in a fluid world and can shift to any position i want, i feel that God is with me and can help me move and i don't really need anything. my only intent is to see as much as i can, do as much as i can, adventure in the mysteries of god, this world..
thank you for your words as they always bring me to this place whenever i have doubts, your words correct me and point once again to the perfect god, the abstract..