04-27-2015, 12:03 AM
it is good that you are in a rambling mood, it really helps.
yes i realise that my judgements / observations are parmount, god has given me this desert and i can fill it however i choose, i see how i have changed the form of god many times too, the best is my personal ally, i intend his direction into my life, and he helps me to live the life i want to dream, i see my role in the process of creation and have never been scared to ask god for everything, and he has always helped me in the same way that i see in your words, i have always found through love that i can ask for anything, it was only when i was needy cursing and generally an **** that i only got what the sorrow i deserved.
reading all your posts recently i realised how my allies are working with me and how i am already immersed in inorganic consciousness i had not the terminology or awareness to see this, this caused me many problems and i fele that i had my power stolen because of my lack of awareness and so now i am so careful with my world, and especially my judgements, and yet i act with abandon, as i know that thru love i can achieve anything i want,i see that god is pointing the way for me and i am learning to handle power and reality in my own way, i feel as though i am regaining my power and strength through the continuation of my sorcery practices and study, and also my sorcery dialog..it is important to keep these ideas in my head as i still have a tendencey to fall back into the old world of pain and suffereing, i know that the shift back to the correct positions is getting easier and i have recently been able to transmute all my negative energy into positive and have undergone some extensive healing whilst sunbathing and enjoying gods love.
i am empowered by god yes, and i have merely been unaware and not knowing what to ask for.. i now see a lot more clearly my situation and how to solve everything.. thank you for your advice here, it helped me to realise that i am placing my power incorrectly some times, god says ask and it shall be given, the intent must be directed carefully though
yes i realise that my judgements / observations are parmount, god has given me this desert and i can fill it however i choose, i see how i have changed the form of god many times too, the best is my personal ally, i intend his direction into my life, and he helps me to live the life i want to dream, i see my role in the process of creation and have never been scared to ask god for everything, and he has always helped me in the same way that i see in your words, i have always found through love that i can ask for anything, it was only when i was needy cursing and generally an **** that i only got what the sorrow i deserved.
reading all your posts recently i realised how my allies are working with me and how i am already immersed in inorganic consciousness i had not the terminology or awareness to see this, this caused me many problems and i fele that i had my power stolen because of my lack of awareness and so now i am so careful with my world, and especially my judgements, and yet i act with abandon, as i know that thru love i can achieve anything i want,i see that god is pointing the way for me and i am learning to handle power and reality in my own way, i feel as though i am regaining my power and strength through the continuation of my sorcery practices and study, and also my sorcery dialog..it is important to keep these ideas in my head as i still have a tendencey to fall back into the old world of pain and suffereing, i know that the shift back to the correct positions is getting easier and i have recently been able to transmute all my negative energy into positive and have undergone some extensive healing whilst sunbathing and enjoying gods love.
i am empowered by god yes, and i have merely been unaware and not knowing what to ask for.. i now see a lot more clearly my situation and how to solve everything.. thank you for your advice here, it helped me to realise that i am placing my power incorrectly some times, god says ask and it shall be given, the intent must be directed carefully though