Sorcery experiences

[serloco]

transitions wrote:it is good that you are in a rambling mood, it really helps.

yes i realise that my judgements / observations are parmount, god has given me this desert and i can fill it however i choose,  i see how i have changed the form of god many times too, the best is my personal ally, i intend his direction into my life, and he helps me to live the life i want to dream, i see my role in the process of creation and have never been scared to ask god for everything, and he has always helped me in the same way that i see in your words, i have always found through love that i can ask for anything, it was only when i was needy cursing and generally an **** that i only got what the sorrow i deserved.

reading all your posts recently i realised how my allies are working with me and how i am already immersed in inorganic consciousness i had not the terminology or awareness to see this, this caused me many problems and i fele that i had my power stolen because of my lack of awareness and so now i am so careful with my world, and especially my judgements, and yet i act with abandon, as i know that thru love i can achieve anything i want,i see that god is pointing the way for me and i am learning to handle power and reality in my own way, i feel as though i am regaining my power and strength through the continuation of my sorcery practices and study, and also my sorcery dialog..it is important to keep these ideas in my head as i still have a tendencey to fall back into the old world of pain and suffereing, i know that the shift back to the correct positions is getting easier and i have recently been able to transmute all my negative energy into positive and have undergone some extensive healing whilst sunbathing and enjoying gods love.

i am empowered by god yes, and i have merely been unaware and not knowing what to ask for.. i now see a lot more clearly my situation and how to solve everything.. thank you for your advice here, it helped me to realise that i am placing my power incorrectly some times, god says ask and it shall be given, the intent must be directed carefully thoughI am over joyed for you.. happy you are staying out of the sorrow hells, and so please stop judging things and giving them the power to shift yoou here.. stalk yourself and see what is the cause and begi to strip it of this power.. leave it emptty nd weak.. call it bad names and curse it to oblvion of you want too, and begin directing your intent to banish such feeings away and decide that you can intend yur own feeings to yurself and your own reactions to things too.. all it takes is awareness and a choice to shift how you react nd decide for yourself the controlled folly you wish to lead and to feel. sorrow energies are a waste of time in my opneion and noone really likes them, too heavy dude.. another suggestion if i may.. do not feed God the awareness and knowledge that says you have to be careful of what you intend or something bad could happen or something you do not want etc and just like you aid be careful but do not give it the power to throw you down or hurt you in any way.. or to make you lose track etc.... instead tell him that he knows you and what your soul really wants and yearns for even if it is something you know nothing yet about.. tell him he knows your true heart and what is best for you even if your intent is shaky and uncertain.. ask Him, or eve tell Him if you must that he will ave you fro your mistakes and you being an imperfect form of human asks for his perfection to guide yu and to fill you and move you to good solutions..  however on the flip side trust in him to give you what Your life needs and he will give you careful and unwavering intent.. i sugget both., you are o a good trck i see for yourself. and yes i an see your future at time right threw your intent and yur words...

i am glad you understood that your awareness has beenentering inorgninc awareness poitions. keep in mind the iob realm that don juans points too does not own the title of inorganic awareness and there are many forms of it too out there ad available for u sorcerers to find and enter into for ourselves... yes you can become inorgnic in nature and not even venture into those realms at all. yes your awareness has taken some inorgnic qualities and i saw tht in you and pointed it out but you understood further then my words poitned out to you.. you  SAW that you did, and you seem to be able to pick out awareness from me and our cconnetion telepathiacally just as you also intended for us, and that is what i am used to in my living world and i am hppy to see you doing this on your own over the internet.. good work, now it will be easier for me to pass you  realizations and healthy knowledge for you to see for yourself, and all i need do, or soon atleast is shift to the right awareness and have you see it for yourself.. thank you it makes it easier for me to intend awareness to you when you can see.. and seeing you are doing too. and thank you for being a friend and not trying to say you have my awareness and are the same as me..I saw how you were careful in saying that we are not the same but different lives, and i saw you did that for my benefit as i said i hate that trick.. its ok with you to say you are like me in many ways because it is the truth and not a fishermans' trick.. I can see intent my friend and yours is good in my books. not ll the lin4s of fisherma are bad tho, and i cast my lins too at times, just gotta kee your headin your heart when doing so, keep in love and respect to all life and to all creation..