05-12-2015, 12:04 AM
Well if cleanliness is next to Godliness then i have a long journey to become God-like.. Good thing I don't believe that. Well eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
Anyways to the point of my mad rambling here my pad is a pig-sty.. I have fruit flies that have been summoned around my sink in my kitchen .. I wondered again if i could communicate with them and indeed they started talking to me in words being projected into my head. I am careful of these commuications so i dont loose my mid and hallucinate something that isnt real. My intent is that their awareness sees me directly and knows exactly what I am thinking and then communicates accordingly. I tried to give them love after all they are just living as they do. Well I looked closely at them and could see their consciousness forming and then beig translated into words, I could see their consciousness directly on their bodies and also watch as their flight motions corresponded to what they were thinking. For example when I gave them love they flew in happy patterns etc. The last one was buzzing in my attention and instead of feeling annoyed i gave it love and it pattern perked up and i told it was goig to the other room now and so enjoy and it asked if it could come along and then buzzed along with me.. It was pretty cool, an everyday kind of miracle. And so God said to Adam "what is this animal to you?" and adam so named the animal what it was in his eyes and so God said "So it is now so".
The other day I had a bad thought and I was previously trying to enchant my birds to again speak words to me in their voices, making their chirps into words, and I felt that since I was not in heaven but on the Earth it would be harder to do. A dumb judgment I know but still I had it. I felt I could almost do it tho on my own and so when I had a bad thought I heard a bird call clearly "nooooooo" as it was clearly stalking my awareness and listening to my shifts. The energy was clearer then the word and my intent was reflected perfectly, also managed to conjure many birds after rememberig how i used to do it and then when i was looking out my window and remembering this many birds started flying in my attention just like before. They also were special and et me know by flying in playful and beautiful patterns for me.
Anyways to the point of my mad rambling here my pad is a pig-sty.. I have fruit flies that have been summoned around my sink in my kitchen .. I wondered again if i could communicate with them and indeed they started talking to me in words being projected into my head. I am careful of these commuications so i dont loose my mid and hallucinate something that isnt real. My intent is that their awareness sees me directly and knows exactly what I am thinking and then communicates accordingly. I tried to give them love after all they are just living as they do. Well I looked closely at them and could see their consciousness forming and then beig translated into words, I could see their consciousness directly on their bodies and also watch as their flight motions corresponded to what they were thinking. For example when I gave them love they flew in happy patterns etc. The last one was buzzing in my attention and instead of feeling annoyed i gave it love and it pattern perked up and i told it was goig to the other room now and so enjoy and it asked if it could come along and then buzzed along with me.. It was pretty cool, an everyday kind of miracle. And so God said to Adam "what is this animal to you?" and adam so named the animal what it was in his eyes and so God said "So it is now so".
The other day I had a bad thought and I was previously trying to enchant my birds to again speak words to me in their voices, making their chirps into words, and I felt that since I was not in heaven but on the Earth it would be harder to do. A dumb judgment I know but still I had it. I felt I could almost do it tho on my own and so when I had a bad thought I heard a bird call clearly "nooooooo" as it was clearly stalking my awareness and listening to my shifts. The energy was clearer then the word and my intent was reflected perfectly, also managed to conjure many birds after rememberig how i used to do it and then when i was looking out my window and remembering this many birds started flying in my attention just like before. They also were special and et me know by flying in playful and beautiful patterns for me.

