05-16-2015, 12:04 AM
this perception cause me many fears and a couple of battles too.. but in the end it was exactly as i said it was.. i had called it an ally see, and also once an iob but it is merely the perception of my body, living and aware of itself.. I remember thinking a bad thought of my body and watching my body cringe and forms living perceptions of itself.. It is really a beautiful perception.. It makes its own gestures and responses to my awareness (consciousness) and y thoughts too. I can think to it and watch as it forms communication based fro our interactions.. its like even my penis has a consciosuness of its own. I was scared at times because it seemed as if it wre a separate entity from myself and an ally or iob had invaded the perceptions of my body.. nothing bad ever came from this awareness tho, even when i doubted it and feared it for the few seconds of wonder i had entered into.. it is very magical indeed to see that your body has awareness of its own..

