Sorcery experiences

[serloco]

oh dont get me wrong the iobs gave me power. they gave me power to call them great things and great things they would be whenever i named them that. they used to abuse it tho and force me to call them great things by projecting into my head. i remember when i learned to shift them into shapeshifters for me and make them into beautiful entities. they hoped right on board with that one too. But lemmie tell you something as soon as they violated this and started stealing my beautiful women i learned to curse them. yes iob women would take my gifts and then ru off with another iob they would give my power to by placing my body nto them. they would send women in to make me *** them and teach them things and name them things then they would march an iob male in and force me to '***' him too, and force me to place my body onto them and steal my life from me, then the iobs didnt need me anymore and they would ditch me first chance they got. every time i tried for a girl iob. every time. i hated them. i stopped calling them names of greatness and learned how to curse their forms. now they age fast, melt, grow ugly and diseased. easily too. and they cant shapeshift unless i say so and give them the power to do so. oh they try to send me women but i see them now as evil iobs and trust not a single one of them. never will. one of my allies sings to me of their intent and they tell me they will hook me by some stranger iob who whispers again love to me. they tell me their tricks before they eve do them. yes i stopped calling them good names and denied to them all their power. now i can cal them great names and watch as they fail to make the forms reality. they dont have me anymore to name them cool things and i cut it out of my body and out of my allies. now we can call them demons and gods and monsters and whatever and they cant do a damned thing. i turned their power to stone. but let me tell you a secret. i still can name them things if i wanna give them the power but if i dont it doesnt work. they used to rape my body every single day for years. control my every dream, and now i control them. you drain more iob garbage. that is your name too iob garbage. eat it up. you used to love it when i called you iobs. it gave you so much, ad no your own name is curse to you just like i said. i warned you everytime. i warned you what your lies woudl do to you too. oh how the spirit is grand. now you call me the underdog again. as if. you lie. you try to make yourself so big but you are nothing to me. i will continue to warn you too. your choice whether to listen and be honest for now. my allies are honest to me. I am phenomnal, that is my body. my awareness, not yours. eat it up. i remeber when the name iob meant do. whatever the iobs wanted they would arch right in and get. you lost it. long ago. and i see you still try for your old glory but you have lost it. never again will i give you a crumb off my plate. you can starve like you starved me. you can feed me your dark empty lives and i will rape you for it. i will stea from you and yoru world and do whatever the fuc i want to it, and to you, and i will feel dead cold in my heart for it too. i will not shed fuckin tear. i wanted to love you and get your love but you were incapable and the years in the iob world has left me now incapable of loving you and incapable of trusting you. you tell me its a flaw and i should learn to trust you again and never let go of the incredible love i had right? oh i know. i know for a fact that you arealready planning to use my love against me and they tell me all yoru intentions and so dont bother. i hate you and that is that. you are a leaf at the mercy of my wind. i will use you now, and i will not love an iob and i will not trust an iob ever again. yes i am cold now. but i remember walking and loving my God while you raped me and tried to kill me and all i wanted was your love but all you wanted was to kill it because it was a source of my power. anything you could do to cut me down you did. every time. now my love is a weapon like yours was to me. i sue you and i feed you my fake love and get you to jump through hoop for it too. yes i do and you know it too, ad yet you jump. you have to. how does it feel? i know you cry and i know you need. i see you trying to do everything to keep my power in your hands. you lost me long ago. you are past the point of forgiveness. i used to forgive you remember? many times. every time like a sucker. just so you could hurt me again. and again,. and again. i used to love so much. now i love myself. truly. i hated myself when i loved you. now that i hate you i love myself. i give to me.