Sorcery experiences

[serloco]

i got so used to evil iobs. they were the worst things in creation. monsters. they were don juans too. well the lineage's. they would use every trick and every lie to get your life and soul. to trap you and suck off you. they were the worst.i got so used to them I can now call my allies an evil iob and have them take that form when i want them to. it started as an evil iob hook that would make them come back to me when i saw reality as inorganic. they used to force me to see thigs as iorganic and so to hold me. but i learned to use it as a weapon. now when things got evil and dark in my dream from the evil iob presence i would learn every trick in the book. i would endure every form of evil. i came to expect their tricks and learned them all. they used to be so fast to my awareness too, and now they are slow. they are see through. now i call my allies iobs and they tell me all their tricks and all their lies and fortify me against them and the while while they arent even evil iobs. just allies that i can make in different forms. my ally can take any form. evil iob included. i learned so well from them about wards, fighting evil, protection and real power. see they covet power and stalk it and so i watch them try to gain power and how to suck power from life. yes they turned me into a vampire too. i can lie so well i can trick a seer and leave them wondering what reality is. not knowing what it will become. i can tell them i will lie to them and trick them and move perfectly so they even beleive me when i am tricking them and even when i tell them what i will do. i can trick so well now. i fool the iobs all the time.. its easy now. once they said i could not lie to them because they see intent and awareness and can see my thoughts all the time. i learned to cloak myself too because of them and learned to hide in other worlds and dimensions. learned to ward, to cut will down, to shift nearly anyone into other things. i learned to fight. i learned to control awareness of not only myself but of iobs too. they cant even see you unless you intend that they can. they are putty. just shift your awareness of them and use your words too. it is so easy to do. you can control how fast they are and what they can do, and if you want you can move yourself to the great iob positions you imagine and just give yourself the power and the speed and the ability and you can stop empowering the iob awareness. it is intent after all, and awareness. that is the answer. cut it down to size and see just what you are feeding reality and what you are feeding yourself.. dole it out like the ancient seers, carefully and precisely. make them move for you. it is indifferent. remember that. it is distribution.