Sorcery experiences

[serloco]

so i have learnt a great deal over the weeks of my absence. to starti will share a couple of them with you now. the last i have been here i learned how to defie time and break the barriers of past and future throughthe power of now. i had my allies create for me an magic earth kingdom made from the knowlwedge of prophecy (time predicition and destiny) to create an entire world of earth that was made for us from the beginning of time. everywhere you go there time itself already knows what will happen. i have them make me music from the future and create buildings and parks, forests with pretaught lessons i have already chosen. somehow here in some parts of time the time is free. so even tho time knows what is there and made mannifest it is also being created right here and now and smoetimes in the past and future at the same points. for example i can go to a city that i made in the future and have it not make sense to me inn the present yet. but then there will come a time inthe future when i willl be in the same city an see its secrets and why it was created. it is phenomenal. i am healing and learning. like the old songs made from childhood were all being made from my future and past united. i can listen to an old song or an old book and have it so i am there with them as they write it, and have it written for me about anything i imagine almost. my books can open into their own realities. books are something magical that i stalked for many years changinng science and technnology aand medicine and disease etc. not to mention placing my knowldge and adventures into print. my tales of power and adventure have been written of in many ways. they will often take my attributtes as a sorcery and warrior and king and prophet and weave tales with them containing often the knowledge i carry. like a reflection a book can channel information into it. not just book, tv, and music and art and just about everything. you can gaze into the sky and have the sky manifest whatever your thoughts are focused onto, just about anything may be gazed. one of my dream items has been shadows for sometime now. just the other day i saw a shadow i my corner. i gazd at it and it grew tendrils stretching out from it. i saw i could control the direct of the tendril. after a few seconds i called it alive and said it wanted to get free of the corner shadow and emerge. i could see the shadow was a thinng of creation, ready to take any form. the shadow streched out, reaching across the ceiling as a shifting form not yet taken form. i learned that my attention and thoughts and whatever nae i gave it would manifest. i gazed at the shadow and began with a cmmand of it to be beautiful. at that moment the shadow took the form as a giant dark purple and white flower form that you could see was living. every aspect of the creature was pure beauty. long tenticle like pedals. not menacing but enchanting. the flower reached out of the corner and hovered before totally thee dimensional. well it had more dimensions can i can describe but visually it was 3d. my attention next took back to the corner shadow and decide what next to draw. my atention then warned me of what was next to come but i did not back down. i had or we had many worries of creating some crazy form and getting out of control. i had just previously in my path intended to create monsters. just enough to terrify me without losing control of myself. i needed a lil fear in my life. so my attention seemingly atoumatically called the next shifting shadow a monster. the shdow took a swirl and in a menacing way ad i said 'scary'. "shouldnt have called me that" said the now forming shadow creature. who dove out of the dark corner shadow and leaped into the shadow spanning the wall. i could see it monstrous form was insect like. i was a little scared of it flying around the shodow of my ceiling and i renamed it friend but my command failed. it was upside down because i could sense the monter would not listen and so actually i told it not to listen in my commands energy. that type of command comes out saying two things, be a friend and be an enemy for real. the shadow creature reached into my attention and began pulling more shadows out of the wall.. it possessed y command voice, my namer, and began making many forms of monsters. i jupmed in a created some angels in the shadow and a battle began on my cieling. i reached into my address book and called an ally to help me, an iob who had fought with many times. she appears in the light section by the light fixture. she merge herself with the light and ceiling and showed me her feminine form on a reflection like a mirror on the ceiling. she began casting a light into the shadow and beasts began disappearing. i cast a spell to confine them in the ceiling shadow. immediately they began charging the edge of the shadow. the ring leader beast was in my attention and cyclinng through my awareness for an answer of how to esxcape. it soon began stretching past the confines of the shadow and into the air. it didnt take long until the other ones begane breaking free. me and Aseenya held the shadow for a good while but the rate of manifestation from the shadow was increasnng and we could not disappear the evil forms. yes the monster began calling them evil in my name. horrible demons lurked in the air and were coming towards me. they were a foot to 4 feet in size. and floating across the ceiling with barbed and jagged teeth. i was terrified. they would demanifest further and further every time which meant closer and closer to me. i looked at the wall and it was filled with them too. the little bit of shadow on the wall had turned into smoky images of monstrosoties. all tryign to get out and their telepathic chant was a command to eat through my flesh. they were fully coloured. one giant monster floated through the wall with its razor mouth wide open telling me it is taking physical form. i denied his accusation and seconds before his face was next to mine i swooshed the air with my hand and knowing it almost was physical that i could still swoosh it away. one after another of the demons tried crossing the room to my bedside where i was sitting, i cast many thoughts and one of them warded the wall but they were still advancing. i cast my indifference and began loosing my fear. i realized that i would need to train these creatures and forms, and regain the forms my own attention was creating at first. i told the master demon if he enjoyed hell. he said right now i am so evil i love every evil thing. i told him i was once evil too, and had a very dark side to me. i told him he could be my monsters who fight against our enemies. he liked that. i showed him the evil inside of me that would use evil aand terrible monsters to rip apart my foes. he could see the powr of my attention and saw i could make him into many forms. i told him i created him but he said also he was created from a source that kowled every for imaginable. it troubled me because i could see they were close to attacking me and they were already beginning to take forms of electricity and biting, and fire. one of the beast had eyes of flame and an energy that reflected Satans own eyes. he would peer from from all around the room in many forms and by far he was the scariest of them. i cast a ward on the levels and forms of their creation. a few powerful wards i learned against iobs and Satan. it denies form expect for the form i give it. since the moster form was out of my control right now with the demon chant naming the shadows themselves wuth my attention, n my attention. calling every new form evil and a monster. i formed their weapons and drew them to not hold any real power. the shoadows were all over my body, thousads of them biting into my fleash. but my sheild held and all i could feel was the buzz of their energy. i could feel the hold my body was projecting against the level of their power and destryinng perceptions. i held for a long time but one got through and devoured the topo portion of my head. i could not feel any sensation above my eyes. and some had eated themselves into my ribcage and some were attemtping to enter into my body but my energy body pushed them through fast and pushed them out the other side every time. i cut the power from the ones who hurt m and caST IT AGAIN ONTO EVERYONE. soon they would have oison and electricity they said that is painful. i asked the master why and he said because you let me call them evil and i hooked your attention to tell them to bite you. now they are all biting you and your attention is pulling every one of them to you and telling them to get stronger. we know we can take any form but you are blocking us. i commanded you arent evil!!!! NOw i am not he said and i will help you. my attention called him evil againn through his prior loop hook and i caught it and renamed him not evil. now i was spreading the command through all the beings. and told them to fly around the roo and avoid attACKING ME. they sad we have to because your attention is commanding us to. i told them we can change the meanig of the commad ad say that it is comanding soething different so where yoou hear atteack me you can miss instead, or you can just fly close to me nd call that the command. i told them that i invented the commad "have to" and i can certainly recommand its nature. it worked and the beings were being dirrected away from. even with a ''have to attack'' command on them. i was still scared but i was n control now. i could hear many of the seers in y city in my mind and they were terrified. i told them i woud scare you i said. we liked it. but now they were scared many of the monsters wanted to go out into the streets. so i let them. my attention grew wicked with the evil monsters in y head ad their power around me. i told them to fly through the streets and scare people. i could see shadows everywhere crisscrossing the trees and streets and flying at rapid speeds. i caught one of the sahdows and created a giant dragon. it was very colourful ad flew to great hieghts outside my window before i called it real and physical. it was a wild dragon and i could barely control it. i told it to fly around and scare people but not be too bad. people were screaming. and so i poured my evil feelings into them. and together we laughed. finally i began with an oblivion spell and got rid of all the remaining monsters outside and in the world.. it was slow at first because thousands had been made, possibly even ten thousand or even a hundred. maybe more. the oblivion spread and the next forms i created out of the expanding shadow was beautiful again and rippling with sparkles and lights. we were wavery on the monster naming and so i renamed the shadows ordinary shadows. and so it ended.

today i racticed regrowing healthy grass ad weeds from dead patches a well as turning living weeds and grass into dead pathes. the result was healthy new growth that spreads into nieghbouring dead sections. it was prettier then the dead grasses..