Sorcery experiences

[serloco]

I want to share this experience with you all. I went to the iob world and was convening with some iobs there about various dreaming techniques and the bodies of iobs and their knowledge. I gave much knowledge out to them too. That is when I entered into a place where one of the iobs was angry with me for killing many of their race. I later saved them however she was upset and yelling i was a murderer. She told me she was sending me to hell. I told her that I was not a murderer and I did not remember ever killing any iob before. I actually had a lapse of memory at the time. I could not remember killing a single being. That is when she started opening a doorway into hell. I was scared and tried shifting my awareness to solutions but she kept finding reasons to send to hell. It took awhile and I finally got it off of me when my gap started to open. FIrst it was a sensation on my belly then it started to open.. I could see my casing of my body opening around me and with my attention i started to close it. The iobs were fighting me and puling it back open against my will. They were projecting into my attention and reversing my efforts. Back and forth my gap opened and closed until it reached the critical point. I could see my casing, open like a butterfly all around me, and myself standing in the center of it.. Everytime I could see death about to hit me and I stopped it with my will, and intended the casing back around my body.. But it would close slowly and was very touchy. ANy movement of my body and attention would open it back up again. My attention was out of control because of the battle with the iobs and so it would almost close again and then be opened again to the critical point. Like a butterfly wings my casing was open around me and nearly behind my body, and I started to think I was going to die. I remembered God said he controled the Eagle, and would help me not to face the eagle and the whole business of believing in the gap. I tried to call it a hallucination but I could see that it was nearly my death. WHen I called it a perception and a belief that was not real it shifted and I could see that it was fake but I kept shifting back to seeing it as real. That was a danger at the time. ALthough I believe i would of been safe because of my God and my intent, I thought I was going to die. Finally I asked God for help and I expected right away but nothing came. i thought he had abandoned me, but then although i didnt realize it I started to remember that God had given me the perception of an energy body. I realized that I could conjure and create the form of my own body and its doings and so I began. I right away conjured a new casing all around me body and sure enough a new shell was formed around me closed, but the iobs attention opened it right away, and so I made another and then another, and the iob attention began ripping them off of me... My body was feeling like it was going to melt away wthout its shell on it, but only because I thought of it that way then. Recap sure shws my mistakes and I have since bridged the gap so to say and gotten rid of the gap and eagle perceptions. ANyways back to the story.. I started to realize that my four casings were not enough for all of them were open and ready to break off leeaving me without a shell and apparently read to go and die. Or go to freedom. ANyways, I am already free and so I conjured a new shell, and as it got opened and rpped a said my body will continuously make new shells, closed. The iob attention was mad and began riping at a faster rate, and i could see the shells flying off of me rapidly while my body generated new ones every time. It was perfect. however I needed it to stop and I needed my belly to be closed again and so I conjured a firm body/belly perception onto my body like a thick plate and it formed then onto my belly and after awhile i stopped the ripping and flying of my shells off of my body and stopped te ordeal. I nearly went blind that night because my attention an my eyes were damaged from the battle but luckily i had the insight to close them and rest them and see that they would heal again. I woke up refreshed and safe. whew.. My God that was scary ****..