03-24-2016, 12:10 AM
my shift back to normality left me feeling weak, in a state of "can't", making it difficult to do the magic i am normally accustomed to. Today I smoked a lil herb and regained my fluid power. I am leaving normality alone and exploring the world of the allies again. Today i shaved and cut my hair, a process that makes me younger. Every time i shave i lose about 10 years to my age. I had some big open pores, and some wrinkled skin and it was making me worry. Tonight I fixed both, about 60%. I have regained my confidence I should have no problems staying young. My allies, refer to me as immortal. Even losing my cocoon, my shell, did not kill me. remember the blast of death as it hit me I proclaimed I AM IMMORTAL, with a command, and the bow did nothing to me. I have died many times, and my death used to do whatever i told it to do. Finally i took it off completely. I had my ally ask me, or rather tell me that a gun would kill me. But I that ally did not now i had been shot in the head before and lived into a parallel spirit plain and then crossed back again. I had my brains blown clear out of my head. Death is what you make of it. Sure there is a reason to death. It collects all life into one position. It sets you free. I had death, the eagle, ask me if i would reconsider letting it back into my life, because he loves me and has a plan for me, a reason, a freedom. I told him i would consider it. You see i am much like the old ones. the death defiers. I intend no death.