Sorcery experiences

[serloco]

I remember the first time i learned to stop my heart from beating and still remain alive. I remember then i had a perception of rigamortis setting in. I took that perception off tho and let my mind distribute my blood. I can stay alive indefinitely with no heart beat. I suffered hundreds of 'heart attacks' with nothing at all happening to me that was wrong or bad. At first it was hard to breath and my lungs and chest caved in, and then I took a breath and it as ok. The first time was at the hospital. The doctor said I was dead. But i was still aware and alive. It was an ally world. I just stopped it right now. I have no pulse. I learned it first as a vampire perception. I soon began taking off the negative perceptions and i can do it now with no problems. I remember one time i was on a dreaming journey with my allies. My body was in bed for many hours and I could not be woken up by my room-mates and they panicked and called an ambulance. They shocked my body with their jolters. That hurt me. It made me weak and sore. But they managed to start my heart. I woke up in the hospital and they told me i dead of a heart attack but was revived. LOL. I cant die from traditional methods and I make no death for me. But they didnt know that then and there.. I hide.