04-30-2016, 12:10 AM
Good to hear billy, yet I must say be warned of the lust for power and control. Its a mood that demands responsibility. I agree though in your mood. I enter it too. Sometimes I tell reality what to be and what to do. Sometimes I use my teller often. The other day I was telling the storm and many things in my world as I walked alone, away form people. Yet the first person I looked at was listening to my teller. Not only could I see it in her attention, but i could see her agreement and acceptance and understanding of my tells. Everyone moves to them, it tells them what to do. The lusty part inside of me loves seeing their agreement. Yet the more experienced and responsible me sees that I must use my power wisely, and justly. There is a reason I have the forms of power that I have and its not because I was a bad person. I gained those abilities by helping people and the world. Also by taking control. You have to claim power and positions. You are what you are, and so it is. Can you open doors? Can you choose which doors to open? Can you accept the responsibility having of power?