Sorcery experiences

[serloco]

Today some of my old allies appeared and harassed me all day. They tried to force my awareness and telepathically assaulted me. They possessed my neighbors and made them speak to me out loud, riding my awareness constantly and forcing me to move them like i used to move iobs. They forced me to judge them and then moved to my judgments. They did this because I have vowed not to use sorcery anymore and rely on God and follow God. God told me sorcery is wrong and so I am finally listening. I learned to suspend my active judgments so that I dont force people and the world anymore. The thing is that sorcery knowledge, for many years, led me to believe that judging people and the world, and having them move to your judgements, was normal act of life. I learned however upon gaining the intent to leave my sorcery that indeed judgements are natural but not to empower them to the point of manifesting and controlling people and the world. Ever since I have been denying my sorcery awareness and iob awareness and detaching from their world they have been relentlessly attacking me again and trying to mind control me and force me to use that old awareness. Sorcery has been making me very repulsed lately I will not practice sorcery anymore and will indeed remove any and all of my old awareness from my body. Indeed I will keep some of the gems my awareness has discovered but not very much of it and nothing involved with iob awareness. If I have to I will leave the world with God again and find refuge with my maker. He deserves all of my love for being there for e so many times. Iobs always tell you what you know, and i have many allies who tell me the future. They have all been trying to get me to stay and change my mind, and have been telling me that they are losing me and that I will go with God. They say, as I know, that they already know this as a fact. The thing is I have two very different positions of time I have learned from my freedom and my God. ONe is freedo from the future and the ability to leave time and create a new timeline, and the other is that all of tie already exists, as omni, and so my future is already set. They say I am gone and they lost me. This is the future I will keep and most likely I will leave with God.