Sorcery experiences

[rosygyro]

ive got this big chunk of crystal.
its some sort of quartz layer on top of peacock ore on top of flourite,
it looks like it was once part of a wafer or fin of crystal within a larger geaode and not a geode wall itself
as it has no back.
I sit here and i wonder wether it was dragged up broken by heavy excavation equipment
wether a miner broke it apart from another bit, wether i should hit it with a hammer and crack of
a piece.
i wonder who has its ajoining sections.. wether another human carries the seam
or wether its neighbours are gravel and highway hardcore.

I try to cleanse it.. i try to make its crystals clear..
and when i do i think of its neighbouring shards
as if it once foresaw my energetic work with it.
whilst part of it did not.. cannot.. for it is not here with me.
always will be.

maybe i should hammer off , crack away a piece.
the two smaller crystals will be worth less monetarily.. (about $200)
to( 1x$100 and 1x$25)
but if i do it right..
maybe i can precede the first bite of the excavator machine
AND BREAK IT CLEAN.