Sorcery experiences

[serloco]

So my progress is advancing. I woke up today with a teller in my mind and i stopped it right away. I am almost back to a normal position again and what a relief. I am still spit but not so badly. I have only a few things left that i need to fix. I amm denouncing most of my sorcery. Most of it was built on control and domination. I am building a new position from the unknown that never forces or controls anyone in my life. I will keep very lil from my old awareness. It scares me how much power I had. It would of been fine if i had it under control but it all got away from me. So now i am realizing that I can again achieve a healthy mind and body again. I have a way of commanding and I am taking it all off. I wish not to command anything. Its scary when power goes wild. I amholding my mind together and it is getting easier. Wish me luck!