Battle of my life

[glance left]

Yesterday, gazing into the void.....I see a blue portal....a hole with blue energy shining through.  It was being pressured on all sides, around its circumference by this rock formation that was machine like in its organization.  i.e. it was tan rock....seemingly rigid....but when it pressed inward, it fractured apart and reorganized itself in a way that constricted the aperture down even more.  It was trying to close the hole altogether.  I felt compelled to prop it open!  So I broke myself apart and flew upward infiltrating into the seems between the machine like part of the rock iris constricting progressively inward.  Once stationed between the seems, I felt my being dilate....separating the rock fragments and restructuring it so the pupil of the portal again dilated outward.....not by much....but a little bit.  Then, I felt the intelligence of the force trying to close the hole change tactics....breaking the inner circumferential rim into triangular shale fragments which shifted, effectively side stepping the outward pressure I was previously placing on the seams.  I had to adjust, slipping into the new seams and again re-exert circumferential outward dilation force to keep the blue hole open.  This back and forth went on and on...constant adjusting and readjusting.....all to hold the door.......hold the door.....hold the door.

Hodor!

Hodor!

Hodor!