08-16-2018, 12:01 AM
Yikes! I have difficulties enough having to face my own personal inner issues....my distortions of sensuality, all born from being molested as a child. I can't imagine diving into the heart of darkness and dealing with the predatory force on that scale.
I wonder if dealing with the energies involved on an abstract level....on the level of "energy as it flows in the universe" would help diffuse the whole-sale nightmarish element of the task? To unravel the perfusion of hellish 2nd attention imagery which must be inherent in being engaged in something like this? IDK...just thinking of ways to be effective without the perpetual horror show....if something like this is even possible.
I wonder if dealing with the energies involved on an abstract level....on the level of "energy as it flows in the universe" would help diffuse the whole-sale nightmarish element of the task? To unravel the perfusion of hellish 2nd attention imagery which must be inherent in being engaged in something like this? IDK...just thinking of ways to be effective without the perpetual horror show....if something like this is even possible.