11-01-2016, 12:01 AM
Of course nowadays the world is a different sexual place and there are 7 year old indian girls twerking on tv.teenage girls being pressure dinto hardcore pornographic acts in school breaktimes etc..
what i did when i was 19 is nothing, but for me at the time it was cataclysmic to my sense of being a good person.
regardless of the millions of examples of worse behavious around the world
i must deal with the very real energetic tear that happened to my energy.
if i try to mask it with either very nice behaviour today, or by bringing up examples of worse modern sexuality
then i am either in the former- avoiding my own totality or worse still as in the latter0 manifesting more serious examples to alleviate my own injury in totality.
what i did when i was 19 is nothing, but for me at the time it was cataclysmic to my sense of being a good person.
regardless of the millions of examples of worse behavious around the world
i must deal with the very real energetic tear that happened to my energy.
if i try to mask it with either very nice behaviour today, or by bringing up examples of worse modern sexuality
then i am either in the former- avoiding my own totality or worse still as in the latter0 manifesting more serious examples to alleviate my own injury in totality.