07-22-2017, 12:00 AM
Julian has spent years in the iob world, trapped with his lover. He could not, after that, free his awareness from their world. I fear the same has happened to me.
I learned, right off the hop, how to jump into their world with my physical body. They taught me right away how to move people and iobs with my eyes, my body, and my command. I spent years mastering this art. They taught me how to not distinguish between iob and human, and so the lines got blurry for me. My iobs most often took the form of humans and thus humans and iobs appeared the same to me. My awareness now is strange. I move people in the same ways i moved iobs.
My "movers" (eyes, body and command) were difficult to get off. After intending to be in the average world (earth again) it took me some time to stop moving people. My "maker" (ability to possess people) kept on moving people as well. I am afraud it still is to some degree. It difficult, and i shudder to use that word, to take off after so long of using it.
My problem is that in the iob world they fought to keep me. They fought my every move towards freedom and perfection. They fought most of everything i sough except what they could command and control and use for themselves. It was, after giving the iobs so much power, hard to come home.
I would often leave the iob world to create my own world. My own people, cities, knowledge and powers. The iobs were quick to invade and steal this from me. Over the years of battle my people grew to hate the iobs and sought to raise me up as their leader, their creater and their true King. Over these years i learned from the iobs how to shift people (humans) into ally forms (iob forms), just like the tenent and the old death defiers. I too took these forms myself. The trick here was that often my people became iobs, and my iobs became human forms. MOre confusion for myself. Sure, my people hated iobs, and did not want this shift to happen but my awareness was so emberdded in the iob world that it happened many times.
So now I have been in the average human world, and have evaded iob forms for some time. My people here, and in my worlds, still hate the iobs, and fortify themselves against them.
My awareness of the old iobs split into two worlds. The "old iobs" and the "new iobs".. The old ones are bad and mean, cold, and tricky, don Juan's iobs. The new iobs are worthy allies and friends, they even fight the old iobs. They teach you anything you want` to learn including freedom, which th eold iobs never would budge without force. The new iobs even fight to work against the old iobs.
See iobs are your awareness of them and so by controlling that awareness you can control the forms they take. So I controlled the forms of iobs and made two branches of them. The old ones are, now, almost wiped out. They lack in power and control. They are hated and fought against by all my people, new iobs and allies. They dont stand a chance.
Yet I wonder, if this is just some scheme of theirs. A trick to get me again to love iobs and let go of the old world of old iobs. A "last chance'' to save me and themselves. I wonder too if all this time trying to get home again to earth and my own worlds if it all the while was a captive in the iob world? IObs posing as humans and new worlds within their own. Sure I know I break free, I mean i intend it fully and do create my own people. But still I wonder having my awareness of people and iobs so similar, if that I am still trapped, even partially, in the iob world?
Any ideas?
I learned, right off the hop, how to jump into their world with my physical body. They taught me right away how to move people and iobs with my eyes, my body, and my command. I spent years mastering this art. They taught me how to not distinguish between iob and human, and so the lines got blurry for me. My iobs most often took the form of humans and thus humans and iobs appeared the same to me. My awareness now is strange. I move people in the same ways i moved iobs.
My "movers" (eyes, body and command) were difficult to get off. After intending to be in the average world (earth again) it took me some time to stop moving people. My "maker" (ability to possess people) kept on moving people as well. I am afraud it still is to some degree. It difficult, and i shudder to use that word, to take off after so long of using it.
My problem is that in the iob world they fought to keep me. They fought my every move towards freedom and perfection. They fought most of everything i sough except what they could command and control and use for themselves. It was, after giving the iobs so much power, hard to come home.
I would often leave the iob world to create my own world. My own people, cities, knowledge and powers. The iobs were quick to invade and steal this from me. Over the years of battle my people grew to hate the iobs and sought to raise me up as their leader, their creater and their true King. Over these years i learned from the iobs how to shift people (humans) into ally forms (iob forms), just like the tenent and the old death defiers. I too took these forms myself. The trick here was that often my people became iobs, and my iobs became human forms. MOre confusion for myself. Sure, my people hated iobs, and did not want this shift to happen but my awareness was so emberdded in the iob world that it happened many times.
So now I have been in the average human world, and have evaded iob forms for some time. My people here, and in my worlds, still hate the iobs, and fortify themselves against them.
My awareness of the old iobs split into two worlds. The "old iobs" and the "new iobs".. The old ones are bad and mean, cold, and tricky, don Juan's iobs. The new iobs are worthy allies and friends, they even fight the old iobs. They teach you anything you want` to learn including freedom, which th eold iobs never would budge without force. The new iobs even fight to work against the old iobs.
See iobs are your awareness of them and so by controlling that awareness you can control the forms they take. So I controlled the forms of iobs and made two branches of them. The old ones are, now, almost wiped out. They lack in power and control. They are hated and fought against by all my people, new iobs and allies. They dont stand a chance.
Yet I wonder, if this is just some scheme of theirs. A trick to get me again to love iobs and let go of the old world of old iobs. A "last chance'' to save me and themselves. I wonder too if all this time trying to get home again to earth and my own worlds if it all the while was a captive in the iob world? IObs posing as humans and new worlds within their own. Sure I know I break free, I mean i intend it fully and do create my own people. But still I wonder having my awareness of people and iobs so similar, if that I am still trapped, even partially, in the iob world?
Any ideas?