08-11-2017, 12:00 AM
I know this is an inorganic reality and I want to go home! |I know for sure it is. Everyone I meet is a pure awareness form. They see everythign about me and know every lil detail of my life and actions. I cant hide. Its a sham pretend game and its wearing thin. For exampe I catch the people everyday with lil actions, like speaking to the people driving by in my head and saying they hear me and know me. I will talk to them and their expressions answer my thoughts and voice perfectly everytime. And yet if i, in the middle of that expression, say they dont hear me, or dont like me, then it changes mid stream. Like a holographic projection cutting instantly between contradictory expressions.
I dont think everyone sees me all the time tho, because i can go into the grocery store and hand the woman some change and say in my mind "I beat off recently gross" and the woman will recoil her hand. I know they dont see me all the time because I didnt beat off at all and she still recoiled. Yet the whole time they pretend that they dont see my thoughts and dont hear my voice. Well most of the time they pretend. Sometimes I get them to be honest and then they act like they always see me. So WTF!!! How do I hide, and how do I get home?
I like this forum because I have always perceived it as earth and earthlings doing the warrior's way. I could tap into this place from the iob worlds, or my own worlds but I still dont know if its a sham. I think it is. I see you guys. You move. IOBS move. I see you seeing me sometimes. I AM WATCHING YOU!!!! Take me home.
Another thing that confuses me is that my music sees me too. You know I make my own music with my allies, and my knowldge right? Well yeah the thing is even the historic songs I conjured in the past, from my NOW, are songs that see me purely, like iobs. Songs that I have known for my whole life. Songs that couldnt have been iobs because I didnt know of iobs back then. Sure I make my historic music (past music) from my future and yet my future (now) is tainted with iob awareness. I mean sorry to use the word tainted iobs. I like you better now. Its just that my past with iobs has been so bad for the most part. We have a better realtionship now and I appreciate that a lot, but i am still mad at you guys.
So what gives?
I dont think everyone sees me all the time tho, because i can go into the grocery store and hand the woman some change and say in my mind "I beat off recently gross" and the woman will recoil her hand. I know they dont see me all the time because I didnt beat off at all and she still recoiled. Yet the whole time they pretend that they dont see my thoughts and dont hear my voice. Well most of the time they pretend. Sometimes I get them to be honest and then they act like they always see me. So WTF!!! How do I hide, and how do I get home?
I like this forum because I have always perceived it as earth and earthlings doing the warrior's way. I could tap into this place from the iob worlds, or my own worlds but I still dont know if its a sham. I think it is. I see you guys. You move. IOBS move. I see you seeing me sometimes. I AM WATCHING YOU!!!! Take me home.
Another thing that confuses me is that my music sees me too. You know I make my own music with my allies, and my knowldge right? Well yeah the thing is even the historic songs I conjured in the past, from my NOW, are songs that see me purely, like iobs. Songs that I have known for my whole life. Songs that couldnt have been iobs because I didnt know of iobs back then. Sure I make my historic music (past music) from my future and yet my future (now) is tainted with iob awareness. I mean sorry to use the word tainted iobs. I like you better now. Its just that my past with iobs has been so bad for the most part. We have a better realtionship now and I appreciate that a lot, but i am still mad at you guys.
So what gives?