01-25-2018, 12:00 AM
Your story reminds me of my first encounter with ruthless potential and the jewel of omen.
I literally undercut my own social conditioning and distorted its power so that my perception was tainted still from the angle of social coditioning "but also something else".
consequently i went quite mad as memories had become "implanted! by a distortion of the truth and were swirls in my mirror of self reflection.
what i percieved of people was horrific even though their actions were nice.
People were very kind about my apparent shyness as i watch hell unfold in my social locale.
maybe i also made them remember me in nice ways and treat me well so as to counterbalance my own inner research,
I literally undercut my own social conditioning and distorted its power so that my perception was tainted still from the angle of social coditioning "but also something else".
consequently i went quite mad as memories had become "implanted! by a distortion of the truth and were swirls in my mirror of self reflection.
what i percieved of people was horrific even though their actions were nice.
People were very kind about my apparent shyness as i watch hell unfold in my social locale.
maybe i also made them remember me in nice ways and treat me well so as to counterbalance my own inner research,