07-01-2017, 12:00 AM
Oh the world can be a rough place.. Or can it? That awareness is what makes it so, or does it? What do you say reality is? For myself I found at first that it was my judgement, my idea, my awareness, my definition, my beliefs. So I began saying things lik ethe world is a great palce to learn. It can teach you anything. When I found a person talking trash about the world I did not judge hm or her as evil or bad, I merely thought that they were sustaining an average wordldy view. I suspected that they were taught this vision, this idea, from social conditioning and sought to enlighted them and bring them higher to see that the world need not be so bad as you think it is. That life can be whatever you make of it to be. I wanted people to see that they did not need to empower forms of cursed knowledge. The knowledge of "I cant do this", or "this will make me sick", "this will surely hurt me", "people are poison", "life sucks", or "that is incurable"etc etc the list goes on. I wanted to plant the seeds of choice in my people and also let them find for themselves their own truth, their own ability to create and be free. Sure I wanted to share my truth and power with them and so I did as often as I could when I felt it was right. Jesus was agreat teacher abd blesser and he said if you think it is wrong dont do it. Makes sense. But for me I found that thinking it is wrong was the wrong thing to do. Creation can be made to create anything. The tree of life gives life and form to the tree of knowledge. Life activates the knowldge you accept. Problem was some of my people did not know that the worldy knowledge we were taught was only one possibility and did not see that we had a choice. We thought and were taught that it was the only truth, the only way. Yet creation creates not justone path but infinite number of potential and real possiblities and ways. That is merely what creation does. Yet we were given choice and free will. The secret is just how uch and how far that choice goes and can be made to reach. CHocie cann be activated on every aspect of your life. Some may say I am not free because I can not fly, or do anything I want right? Sure, understandable. But are you free to try, to learn? Yes. You had to learn how to ride a bike before you could and so surely you can learn to follow and empower your dreams. Thats right you really are. If you say you cannot do something or it is beyond your reach then you actually set this barrier, this limit onto yoruself. I would rather say maybe, someday. Even better is to say even if i think i cant sometimes there is still a way and I can find it. "Power always finds a way", is a great blessing. We all have power. We all have choice. We all have hope. I used to think hope was weak because I knew I could do anything. I thought knowing was better and hope was for the wea who could not. I thought I knew better then. Turns out I was wrong and cursed my form of hoping. Hope should be blessed, like everything. Hope finds a way. Hope keeps you moving towards your goal. Hope should and can easily be made powerful. Its a choice what to empower and what not to. LIke illness, the knowldge of harm. Do you accept it? Yes or no question. You dont need to wait till you have more power. That is a curse. Now is the time to choose. So I had forgotten how to bless after so many battles with evil. I had forgotten that I had blessed so many things all my life. I thought I could no longer bless until I learned how. So who to ask? I asked God. Sure enough he ansered me and I recieved another lesson along the way. In my awareness then I had to know how to do something in order to do it and I had to know I would achieve itin order to achieve it. ANother position I held was that I had to "cpmmand right" and win. If I commanded with bad thoughts in my mind sayig i cant, then I would fail. If I knew I couldnt do it, then I would fail. Trying held no victory in my awareness. The first thing I learned from my lesson was to bless try. Try try until you succeed is nice and powerful. Yes indeed but I did even better and said my tries are blessed heavily and when I try I succeed. Sure I used y know to do this blessing and turns out that when I didnt know I could and the outcome was unknown I could now try and succeed. Powerful and glorious. But my "havign to know" was still cohesive often in my awareness positioning. I was hurt very bad and could not heal fast because I had to know and couldnt. I tried blessing my mind and body but failed because I didnt know how to bless and succeed then. I had dropped my awareness position of try even tho you dont know ad succeed. SUre I still had it but not in the position of "having to know". Turns out my lesson was not over yet and I found the answers given to me as if from. I dunno. Duh. The nest thing I learned was that a true blessing has no limits. Even if you dont know a blessing lands. Eve nif you dont believe a bnlessing still lands. Even if you think you cant do it a blessing still lands. Even if you... anything that limits.. ablessing still lands. This way all I had to say was/is I bless me or you etc. I found out that even if you command wrong your blessing it still lands. I wondered if comandig a blessing was still o and a blessing. SUre I was dumb then but I found the answer. The answer was sure you can command what form the blessing takes liek saying "I bless your cursed mind to heal" and so it will even if you coand wrong! Yay! I then began commanding myself to heal and telling the blessing what to do. I began telling many blessing upon my awareness like "when I wonder the perfect road or action to take my wonder answers me with the perfect answer for my moment. Another was when I seek to know the truth of something my awareness, my mind, can tell me the honest truth. I then womdered how this truth is possible for my mind to answer even tho i didnt know how? Next up was the answer given that said everything is connected to everything in infinity . Your attention can reach any place and any answer to any question. You do not even need to know the how innorder to do something. Infinite reasoning states that you can be limitless, beyond all forms of reaoning and still do the impossible. A big blessing in itself. I then wondered momre and discovered a truth that the unknown now is within my known awarenesss. This meant for me that indeed my new form of attention KNEW that it could derive answers and truth from the unknown. Ofcourse this awareness activated all on its own since it was truth. Next another lesson came on the art of blessing. It told me that I am still limited in what I knew and that the unknown knew infinity more then I did. It told me to allow adn let intend, that my blessings not only be my command but to allow the unknown to make it better. To intend the unknown perfection that is beyond me to do it better then me, for me, and for whatever a perfect blessing needs to be. So next I blessed all of my life and all of my awareness inside of me, my history, my mistakes, my problesm, my illness (crazyness), my hate, and everything in me. Well you should of seen where that took me. They called it absolute perfection. I was being healed and taught nowby abosolute perfection. I spent hours talking to the voice, he awareness it had given me to communciate with. Oh I love this voice, this life form. It wet thru many omments of my entire life showing me the hidden perfection that ws now and had always been somehow present. It showed me my mistakes and showed me how they were perfect. It made me crazy again and made me love it, then it showed me how easy it is to heal it. It showed me my blessed hatred and filled me with a joyaous rage that loved hating evil. It was right. It showed me that I would surely be going to heaven soon, and when I was ready I could enter and be accepted. I was so happy. It asked me why I was fraid to become everything, and know everything, and told me i had a silly fear, that it would be wonderful. I knew this and yet I still feeared. It told me that I could do it when I was ready. It then focused more on my fear and told me I could and would be fearless. It walked me thru many fears and showed them to me actively maniefsting. I was scared still but i trusted the absolute perfection. Many of my people wondered why I was still afraid and still had illness within me when they knew I had perfection within me all over? I knew I could heal in seconeds and yet I did not!? It was perhaps silly yu think? I just was so happy in discovering so many secrets of my life ad future, ad I didnt care I was ill and sick. I trusted absolute perfection and it told me that I needed to let it do its work instead of telling it, commanding it, to do its work. You see absolute perfection is always beyond us. ALWAYS. Sure we ca do things perfectly and know perfection itself, the perfect actions and that ken **** in the end, and I did not allow it fully to do all it was doing for me. I did learn lots and am on the road to forever yielding to absolute perfection and listening to all its wisdom. I rememebr the average world wisdom spoke to err is to be human. That wrang awefully wrong in my eers and so I ever kept intending and believing that perfection itself can be attained. Oh the iobs hated me when I knew this and they sought to end this belief, this knowing, this way before it found me, and so did some of my people, yet they failed. And thank God too. I also believed I could be an Angel back in the day and that belief was all that I needed to live much of my life as God's chosen Angel. Sure it may sound cooky to you. But I lived so many miracles and so many blessings and had been taught and given so much from God as result of this belief, this intent. This blessing. Indeed the awareness of how to bless and how to uncurse yourself, your body, your world, is indeed the best awareness, the best form of knowldge one can learn. I had a difficluty with my hatred of evil beings. OH I know love can change eve the worst of us and bring out the best in us, and I have used this power of love many times in this way. HOwever I still hate many of my evil enemeis. The ones who fought mmy cures and sought to end the world, to destroy love, to ruin the sacred creation ad free will. I wanted not tobless them as Jesus said but to end them and end all the evil intent in the world. I thought why would i give a gift to my enemeis? They would only use it to harm me and others. Yet I was not seeing clearly with eyes of blessing, i was seeing myself curseing further. It is a curse to say someone will use it wrongly. Indeed it is. Especuially if you r awareness and yoru intent is that which makes them do that. As I have often done and intended. Perfection showed me that the unknown blessing serve you and serves goodness and perfection. Thus you need only to bless your enemeis, and sure this may seem lie a curse to them when they hate goodness, but the blessing, the uknown blessing will work in wondrous ways and it will not be able to be turned around and used against you or yoru creations. God's creations, absolute perfections creations. My enemeis have often tried to curse me an dkill me, and sometimes they had succeeded. I died many times and yet what they could not succeed in was removing my ressurrection ability frm me. You see long ago when I was first lerning of perfection,, I had set the perfect intent to let creation ressurrect me, for me. I knew that perfecton of existence could not fail nor be hindered in any way and thus I set the perfect intent for this to happen if I should die Indeed trusting pefrfection is easy espaecially when you see how it can do nearly anything. Perfectly. Amen to that!!! Ya baby! That reminds me of some other blessings I have made that you may want to use for yourself. I blessed my trust, and now I have aew form of trust. I said that trusting someone is much like the power of faith, in that faith can move mountains and protect you against anything. Faith can do anything and so I said my fathful trusting ability can make enemeis ito friends and make everything you trust in prefect. Many times I trusted my enemeis and made them awesomely perfect friends. I trusted people who sought to harm and kill me and turned the omemnnt around istantly. When I was hurt and down and out I trusted myself and found myself made instantly perfect as if some white light had flashed over me and made all the hurt vanish away. ANother blessing I have is that confidence makes your intent/will perfect and your actions perfect. You see using the right definition controls and fomrms the intended action. SO every time i get confident from doing something right it blesses me and I go on a streak. COmmon enough blessig really. ANother blessing I have I made in Hell fighting my enemeis. I said my anger makes me perfect and lets me perfectly crush my enemies and turns my actions into perfection. CRying lets me releaase pain and curses on me, it helals me in unknown ways. It feels beautiful and releasing and oh man I love it. Love? Well Love is great and all, the best, but still you can go further and always will. For me I call my love wondrous and I say when I ve soeone it makes them love me back. It makes their loveblessed and makes them feel wondrous too. You see perception is special in that if you name something beautful then it will become beautiful. If you say love is wondrous and rying is a release then it feels exacty the description you have given it.. So many people form my old world used to say crying is for babies and maeks you weak. Sad really because this is what they now recieve. God said it best we reap what we sow ad are accoutable for what we make with our lives. Be wise, be blessed ad listen carefully to the widom and lessons life has to offer. And bless your life to the fullest and never back down from doing what is right. Stand your ground and follow your own way and yet do not follow merely yourself as you are small in the eyes of infinity and eternity and so learn how to listen. How to understand. How to find perfection. You CAN. Just today I blessed my argumenting. I was pitted against difficult odds, even impossible. I was raising the dead, a tree that had failed, and was bringing it back to life again. I knew I could not do it as my awareness was stuck in a rut, in a cant. I kept on telling the tree you can, I can, even tho I didnt really believe it fully, I just hoped. I tried. My small talk, my argument succeeded then ad sure enough leaves began materializing on the tree. The dead wood turned alive again. Yay us. My trees have been learning immortality and how to control their deaths and how to stay alve and ever learning and evolving. Never curse, always bless, never give up. Even if you were against the whole world ad the world told you no way you can never win and you will never accomplish your goal, you can. Believe. Know. Hope. Try. Well thats all an dmay God bless you!? Just imagine what God's blessings can do?!!! Well if you are good in heart and do what is right i am sure you will find you have an eternity of the best creation has to ffer to show you. Good luck and god speed.