08-08-2017, 12:00 AM
That seems like a circle of perception anyone can be going through. Placing power and importance, emphasizing and making decisions to perpetuate one or the other good or evil. Reading through your story I have not seen hell or demons or so forth in my world. I I don't remember making a conscious choice to say the world is hell. But I do remember upholding evil knowledge emphasizing it and giving importance and power to that. I have suffered and I have been happy. I am also sure that if I decide to craft my perception of my world as hell I can go around and make bad judgments, commands, choices and that is more than likely to lead me to a hellish life. The opposite can be done as well though I am starting to think that there is also a middle position in which you can be too.
I've been wondering what freedom is and remember not long ago blessing my wonder which seems to pay out. I started thinking about how my friends' perception of freedom is needing nothing and not being obligated by any systems or physical needs. When wondering some more I thought it is a position of awareness a state of perception you can align your assemblage position in and even stalk it further. And since I know that in front of me is infinity I can use what power I have to intend to reach that position.
I think it's possible to go through any kind of experience with different kinds of intensity and that the intensity can even be controlled by the attention and emphasis. A bit after I set my intent to explore freedom more I saw how my internal dialogue subsided quite a lot leaving me in a state of silence and emptiness. I saw how everything I know of all that is out there is what I will eventually get and saw that all I knew could also be deactivated or I could even choose to say that I do not know it yet and that I shall see what it is when I get there. Everything that is outside of my sense perception is what I've agreed it to be. My sense perception can be limited to my body or expanded beyond.
I started placing good commands in my awareness and what I know of all that is yet I still manage to start paying attention to **** and get myself in crappy positions of awareness too and start a battle with my thoughts, feelings, perceptions of all that is...
I've been wondering what freedom is and remember not long ago blessing my wonder which seems to pay out. I started thinking about how my friends' perception of freedom is needing nothing and not being obligated by any systems or physical needs. When wondering some more I thought it is a position of awareness a state of perception you can align your assemblage position in and even stalk it further. And since I know that in front of me is infinity I can use what power I have to intend to reach that position.
I think it's possible to go through any kind of experience with different kinds of intensity and that the intensity can even be controlled by the attention and emphasis. A bit after I set my intent to explore freedom more I saw how my internal dialogue subsided quite a lot leaving me in a state of silence and emptiness. I saw how everything I know of all that is out there is what I will eventually get and saw that all I knew could also be deactivated or I could even choose to say that I do not know it yet and that I shall see what it is when I get there. Everything that is outside of my sense perception is what I've agreed it to be. My sense perception can be limited to my body or expanded beyond.
I started placing good commands in my awareness and what I know of all that is yet I still manage to start paying attention to **** and get myself in crappy positions of awareness too and start a battle with my thoughts, feelings, perceptions of all that is...