08-02-2017, 12:00 AM
You're a serial poster, I'm a serial killer -- I've now taken up serial posting since editing is broken... eh, life is a piece of art in constant motion. You serial post to your heart's content. I do.
What causes turmoil in my soul? Idiots, primitive intellects, sheep. That's not to say I'm an intellectual **** (though I can behave as one). I have a strong dislike for people who believe others should fit into a box. There's a lack of openness for individuality. I try to remind myself that some people haven't yet met themselves deeply enough to respect the differences between individuals. To understand that there is no one "best" method. It's what's best for the individual. Judgment is tough for me because it smothers the creative insight of others who are capable of saving the only planet we all inhabit. What I mean is--those who can change the trajectory of the planet are being told not to--and that is fucking ridiculous to deliberately murder our only tonal home.
I know I sound very passionate and angry, and after meeting so many apes--I'm frustrated by the lack of foresight regarding humanity. To balance that turmoil, I make the best out of my small corner of the world (my house), I surround myself with people who care more than the majority (the unconventional thinkers of humanity), and now I'm adopting nature (Max and Mr. Bonsai). I've mastered enough of myself that I've undertaken multiple fields of science to hopefully resolve some of the primitive issues I'm so upset about. Lol. I worry though. I'm under 40 years old and if I'm having these issues at this age, what the hell will I be like when I hit my mid-life crisis?
Most people worry about retirement, careers, and family. I'm over here severely concerned about the fate of our species. Holy ***.
You are different though (like many at Sorcery). You see the world and notice the interconnectedness. You perceive the web of awareness that pulls each of us together and you put in the work to unite the fragments (of awareness, people, etc). Out of pieces, you see a wholeness. It's a very unusual AP to master. I see you and I wonder how you make it look so easy.
Let me have some time to contemplate buying a tree from you. I would enjoy that, but we're in different countries so I'll check my local nurseries first. It would be nice to own a plant from you as I have a fondness for sentimental gestures but given the long distance practicality doesn't have to limit sentimentality. A Japanese Red Maple will be Mr. Bonsai though, thanks for the advice.
What causes turmoil in my soul? Idiots, primitive intellects, sheep. That's not to say I'm an intellectual **** (though I can behave as one). I have a strong dislike for people who believe others should fit into a box. There's a lack of openness for individuality. I try to remind myself that some people haven't yet met themselves deeply enough to respect the differences between individuals. To understand that there is no one "best" method. It's what's best for the individual. Judgment is tough for me because it smothers the creative insight of others who are capable of saving the only planet we all inhabit. What I mean is--those who can change the trajectory of the planet are being told not to--and that is fucking ridiculous to deliberately murder our only tonal home.
I know I sound very passionate and angry, and after meeting so many apes--I'm frustrated by the lack of foresight regarding humanity. To balance that turmoil, I make the best out of my small corner of the world (my house), I surround myself with people who care more than the majority (the unconventional thinkers of humanity), and now I'm adopting nature (Max and Mr. Bonsai). I've mastered enough of myself that I've undertaken multiple fields of science to hopefully resolve some of the primitive issues I'm so upset about. Lol. I worry though. I'm under 40 years old and if I'm having these issues at this age, what the hell will I be like when I hit my mid-life crisis?
Most people worry about retirement, careers, and family. I'm over here severely concerned about the fate of our species. Holy ***.
You are different though (like many at Sorcery). You see the world and notice the interconnectedness. You perceive the web of awareness that pulls each of us together and you put in the work to unite the fragments (of awareness, people, etc). Out of pieces, you see a wholeness. It's a very unusual AP to master. I see you and I wonder how you make it look so easy.
Let me have some time to contemplate buying a tree from you. I would enjoy that, but we're in different countries so I'll check my local nurseries first. It would be nice to own a plant from you as I have a fondness for sentimental gestures but given the long distance practicality doesn't have to limit sentimentality. A Japanese Red Maple will be Mr. Bonsai though, thanks for the advice.

