02-08-2017, 12:00 AM
serloco wrote:So I had my ally sing me a song for the iobs. seems they know my heart very well... Well yeah pure awareness surely sees. They know I hate them, and they know I fight them, and they know in the end I will also help them. They see me and they understand the path of my intent for them. I told them that in the future if they stop being so cold and cruel I will indeed work with them again. This is the song they sung for me.
I love that I can communicate so easily with you. We don't always agree, mind you, but I can speak and you know what I'm saying Music is a great medium for us. To answer your question about how you could help me: when I asked for your help, it was to stalk WG. In a nice way, it was just going to be the two of us posting A LOT. I planned to show her my message However, a day or two after I let you know I'd be asking for your help, she addressed the concern I was expressing. Your help wasn't needed--and I became very busy with the tonal. Things have settled and I noticed you asked me what I wanted....and I see in your thread here you're also asking. I thought I would explain now and give you a choice.
The reason your response was a maybe... watch this music video. You would become the assassin--see it in that light.
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You would have power--all that you sought. The sacrifice for power is life. Your life becomes dedicated to humanity--payment for power is not a simple trade. You're a good enough person, which means it's important to think carefully if you want to pay such a high price. Most do not. It is often only those who have already died who are willing to pay with their life. I know you've said you've died many times, and I believe you, but you have many more times to die before you should make that payment for power. Enjoy life for a while longer, you're in such a rush to get rid of it. Power is something most seek--but are unwilling to pay for.
A lot of the way you're living would need to change. You would have to move outside of that comfort zone--and I'm uncertain you're willing to do that. Part of it requires you have more control over yourself--particularly the emotional aspect. An expert is in place to help you with this, but you would need to yield to that knowledge and apply it to yourself. You would need to shed much of your ego and you've done quite a bit of that already, but you would need to shed more...and quickly. If that's something you want to try, we can do that. However, if you argue with the expert (who isn't me, don't worry), then you'll miss the opportunity altogether.
Sometimes it's safest to wait until we're more prepared to make such payment. Not only are you paying a high price, but you'll be alone and without a self. There are very few able to do that and very few willing to do that. You're welcome to try. I would hate to say no to someone who wanted to try.
I love that I can communicate so easily with you. We don't always agree, mind you, but I can speak and you know what I'm saying Music is a great medium for us. To answer your question about how you could help me: when I asked for your help, it was to stalk WG. In a nice way, it was just going to be the two of us posting A LOT. I planned to show her my message However, a day or two after I let you know I'd be asking for your help, she addressed the concern I was expressing. Your help wasn't needed--and I became very busy with the tonal. Things have settled and I noticed you asked me what I wanted....and I see in your thread here you're also asking. I thought I would explain now and give you a choice.
The reason your response was a maybe... watch this music video. You would become the assassin--see it in that light.
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You would have power--all that you sought. The sacrifice for power is life. Your life becomes dedicated to humanity--payment for power is not a simple trade. You're a good enough person, which means it's important to think carefully if you want to pay such a high price. Most do not. It is often only those who have already died who are willing to pay with their life. I know you've said you've died many times, and I believe you, but you have many more times to die before you should make that payment for power. Enjoy life for a while longer, you're in such a rush to get rid of it. Power is something most seek--but are unwilling to pay for.
A lot of the way you're living would need to change. You would have to move outside of that comfort zone--and I'm uncertain you're willing to do that. Part of it requires you have more control over yourself--particularly the emotional aspect. An expert is in place to help you with this, but you would need to yield to that knowledge and apply it to yourself. You would need to shed much of your ego and you've done quite a bit of that already, but you would need to shed more...and quickly. If that's something you want to try, we can do that. However, if you argue with the expert (who isn't me, don't worry), then you'll miss the opportunity altogether.
Sometimes it's safest to wait until we're more prepared to make such payment. Not only are you paying a high price, but you'll be alone and without a self. There are very few able to do that and very few willing to do that. You're welcome to try. I would hate to say no to someone who wanted to try.