Allies

[serloco]

Now a piece of knowledge, actually a description from don Juan that I would recommend burning from your minds.. The whole gap ordeal. It is dangerous to form your death in this light and is unneeded too. If you accept that your body has a gap that the forces slam into and allies work to open and close for you then you will be in for a mess.. I used to do this with my allies and people i met on the street that i called allies would immediately open me up and take energies from my gap.. the sensation was terrifying too because behind it was the force of my death.. this is the form i accepted of my death and my body and i was thus intending it. also was intending my allies to draw fear from me in exchange for power. just like don Juan said.. Yes I was a fool for whatever don Juan had said in those days and I followed every word like a trusty lacky. It took me a while before i had the controlled folly down enough to intend my allies to stop terrifying me and even longer until i realized that the dreaming body can be dreamed and intended into different various forms, even without a gap.. yes indeed. the entire universe of don Juan is merely a position of awareness that his lineage had sought.. try to imagine an open gap and a feeling like your guts are going to burst out from you at any moment, and around you are many beings that have the power to open nd close this terrifying opening in your body.. well it sucked. i did it everyday for many years.. finally i intended that my allies can not scare me with the pressure of infinity anymore and that same day when they tried i stood unmoved like a rock.. this is what i intended with my controlled folly with my allies.. I had them close my gap permenantly and then shifted the entire perception into a mere projection that was not my actual body.. when i did this the entire perception became fake in my eyes and my gap was no longer something i intended. indeed allies need not use your gap for energies at all but if you intend that they do then they will. simple as that.. my allies can take energy from my awareness itself, from my mind and my consciousness.. trust me if you are intending this form of death onto yourself by accepting you have a gap and that a force slams into it to open you up then you will reap what you have sown.. there are many solutions tho and many forms of body you can alternatively intend.. and YOUR allies will help you find these solutions for you, yes they know many forms already. its bee many years since i had that for of energy body and i am very happy i have moved far away from it.. the other day i had an enemy that used to be one of my allies try to brig it back to me and destroy me with it but alas it is no longer my body and all he had was a fake projection that did nothing but brought out a little fear and caution in me. i right away intending my allies, who are invisible and around me always, to close it up again instantly and remove the entire projection from my body... it was awful to witness that for of body again and i am glad i have dissolved it as well as the entire eagle's force slamming into me.. yes you ca dream these things if you want to witness and experience them but keep in mind what your body is and does is your choice to dream and every bad piece of knowledge out there you need not apply to yourself at all.. for example intending an eagle that wats to devour awareness upon death is not somthing to intend nor give power to. yes you can if you want to but why did don Juan forget the millions of experiences of the light at the end of the tunnel?? meeting your lost loved ones alive again and heaven and hell?? You shoudln't ddismiss the potential of any form out there and you should never follow forms of false Gods. Yes the knowledge of the Eagle is very good too in ways and has much to gain from but to worship an Eagle that wants to eat you is silly. I worship a God who needs nothing from me.. One day I saw that the eagle already has my awareness positions and my life, as well as everybody elses every moment of every day, and thus needs nothing from me.. Yes i also made him a copy of my awareness as don Juan suggested, but i have since seen and know that God can be anything, is anything and everything, every form imaginable, and with every imaginable volition you could apply to Him or It, or Her and have since worshipped many forms of Gods. Everyone of the have been real for me, and I have taken down all the bad ones in my awareness and drained the of the power that I have given them. I now worship the Christian God because he wants goodness and wants what is right and true and He gives you whatever you ask of Him so long as you follow a few simple rules of His. Now whenever I have been in a bad way I have prayed to Him and He has literally saved my life when I was done for many times.. The Eagle would make me have to know in order to align to His saving form, and when I didnt know and couldnt move the Eagle with my own volition and power my Christian God has always been there for me anyways. The One God of all creation.. The Father of Time. At times I didnt really call him the Christian God but merely followed what I called the one God of all creation and destruction. At the beginning of my path following don Juan I intended to see and find the source of creation, will, and reality and when I did I found myself with an omnipotent and omnipresent source.. surrounded by black like the Eagle but when I merged with it he gave me free will and a perfect choice too, for myself.. He already was everything, had everything, and always is omni-everything. He does not need me but granted me freedom.. Yes it was a light in the darkness, like a tunnel. If you worship a nasty form of God then you will as the Christaian God tells you reap exactly what you sow. Now if it helps you decide take the teaching of don Juan's tht tells you that intent is indifferent and ultimately volitionless untill you judge it and give it form, and give it the form of the Greatest God you can imagine.. Give it every volition imaginable but one that wants to help you , to save you, and to love you.. SInce you believe that it is indifferent you can intend this easily upon Him. You will be doing exactly what the Christian teachings say you should do and worship and give power and glory to a one God who loves you.. Worship a perfect God and a perfect God you will get.. WOrship a God who constantly throws fireballs at you and tried to open you body to be eaten and guess what you will get?? It is simple really, God gives you a gift of choice and wants you to use it wisely.. CHoose to let a greeat God into your world and it will be so.. God says seek me and I will be there, he wants you to choose Him an once you do He will be there for you.. I would be dead now without Him, or at the very least I would be a slave and would have been badly hurt.. Give your God a good and perfect form and pour into your vision of HIm all the power you can muster and name Him the best names you can imagine. Yes He will even take down the evil life eating Eagle forms you used to worship and save you from it like he did for me. Now I have no fireballs crashing into me and my percpetions of the forces of life and death are easy to witness and to control. Call your God a perfect teacher, and a perfect teacher He will be.