09-22-2016, 12:00 AM
I learned long ago to make knowing a powerful bond. What I knew was what I got always. If I didnt know it to be true then it wasnt. Everything I knew of my world WAS. I learned shortly after to control and shift what I knew and began controlling the flow of my knowingness. It was an immoble position because I HAD to know something for it to be. FOr years I carefully controlled what I knew of the world and held it in my hands tightly. The things i couldnt yet know I sought to expand my power and ability so I could know miracles beyond myself. I knew I had learn and so I did. My power told me I was not ready for certain feats and so it was. WHat I know I get. It manifests. This was a carefully controlled position for many years. I sought and grew in my power and my knowingness. I trusted what I knew. The downfall was having to know in order for it to be so. If I did not know someone would talk to me then they wouldnt. If I did not know I would heal then I wouldnt. I formed the stagnant position of HAVING TO KNOW.. My awareness wouold tell reality, tell the Eagle, and tell my Allies that i had to know. As I grew iobs tried to control what I knew. They would project feelings of doubt into me and make me fail when they wanted me to fail. I was in the position of HAVING to knwo for so long it was hard to break. I was a puppetmaster of the world and yet the iobs held over my head their projections of having to know and filling me with doubt. They formed a projection of knowingness that I thought was my own. IN effect they began controlling what I knew and thus controlling my dream It took me a coupe years to begin allowing the unknown to work for me. I began empowering the unknown to succeed for me where i did not know. It was new ground for me to see that my intent could still manifest even though I doubted and didnt know. Shortly after the positions of HAVING to know was replaced with I DONT HAVE to know to succeed. The more power and faith and trust I gave to God and the higher powers around me the freer I got. Inded what we know can be a trap or a blessing. It is free to see that I no longer HAVE to know. Bring on the unknown baby!