The Wisdom of God

[Billy]

You are missing the wisdom here.  Having even a specific monetary goal is a GREAT thing so long as it fascilitates the process of awareness and maturity.  Any vehicle for practiced decisiveness can be valuable there.  I  distinguish occupational results from what is objective practice of integrating myself.  An occupation gives structure for developing 'wholesome' habit.  By the same measure, you must learn to stay within your self and means.  Which is to say: don't do inordinate risk without an out, option, or net.  Exception here is when there is readiness to stand on your deathground.  God damn it.. know yourself.. be down if you are down.  Don't forfeit acute awareness of knowing who you are at the essential base. 

   As to finding your inexorable romance.. we did this already... remember this song:


I am spoiling that f*cking brat by showing up here, I need to stay off of this site now. Period.