The art of thinking.

[serloco]

It started out thinking in words, the internal dialogue. But after close examination I began to see that it started as consciousness, ideas, realizations, intent that converted itself into dialogue and language. It was like a spark, conscious awareness, that would then be transformed into dialogue. I began roaming the world and stalking telepathy. I quickly saw that had discovered a power in me, the power of what i knew. I realized that what i knew the world was is what made the world what it was. I saw quickly that i was like Jesus, the light of the world. For what i knew ans intended was exactly what i got. Like God said you reap what you sow. So I began trying to control my awareness, what i knew was real. I saw that by controlling my conscious awareness of any object in my world would change the object, or place or even person. This quickly became my controlled folly. It was no longer my internal dialogue that was forming the world but my choice and decisions, my solutions. Studying telepathy I quickly came to realize that by controlling what i knew was real would make people talk about what i was thinking about. It became a synchronicity. I could control what I knew was 'out there' and sure enough they would speak my truths because my truth is the light that was reality. My truth quickly became my controlled folly, my voiced intent, my teller.

AFter careful observation that i could make people speak I began casting my thoughts into other people. My ideas. I could overhear a conversation someone was having and immediately send my thoughts my direct consciousness before being converted into dialogue nto another's mind and jack it. I began effectively thinking for other people. I considered myself an angel at this time in my life and so i always used it to help people, to empower them and to solve their problems. After all my truth was reality and as such i could bend reality to my will, my thoughts, and send hem into other people's minds, and dreams. I could send an evil person out of my world and chuck them into a nightmare just by telling them what was 'out there' waiting for them. My truth was the truth. I began at this time getting careless and lusty for my power. I abused my gift by turning people into puppets. I controlled them and their every movement. I was wrong in doing so. I began teaching others how to jack the mind's of others and this led to a war. Everyone in my dream was like me, i would copy my awareness and insert it into themselves. I could make clones of my life and cast this clone into other people. It led to a war of control and power in my reality. The war of the mind control was brutal, for thoughts created reality and controlled the outcomes of the reality i lived in. Powerful indeed. Any one of us could cast a world into play, into manifestation. A sinlge thought could control a person, make them evil, make them good, make them anything. A single thought from any one of us could cast the world into hell and it did in my world. The battle for control of the mind was brutal and ruthless. Everyone was fightinng for control and domination, just as I had.

After years of this battle of the mind, ad being totally controlled myself often, and totally controlling others, I reached a safe point. I saw that it was not the power of the thoughts it was the power of the choice. The decision. The mind control war took a turn for the better. For no longer could thought impulses do what they used to do. Thoughts became weaker, they took the back burner to choice, decision, acceptance free will. I could withstand total mind control and not empower it anymore. They no longer could control me nor my people. It was left to a decision. ANd even when i couldnt think for myself the thoughts were emptied out and hollow, echoes of what they used to be. I did not place power in them anymore. I placed all the power, removed all the power in the thoughts, and placed them with my choice, my decision. That was a great day.