06-11-2015, 12:00 AM
I remember another time I got shot through the brain.. I was a monster then, a being of evil and darkness. It had consumed me and I projected darkness onto everything and everyone in my world. I was being hunted by iobs who were trying to kill me.. I would never yield to death in any form and always commanded what would happen to my body. I had taken on a supernatura form then of the werewolf. However I had command over my cycle and could retain my wolf form for as long as i desired. It was such a ruler of the night and of dark energy that i took that form most of the time then. During my alchemical studies I ad learned the power of silver and dreaded it. I had believed along with many others that a silver bullet through my head could possibly kill me. I could also hear the iobs steam of consciosuness as they intended to shoot me with one to end my wolf reign. SIlver was not just a metal for me it had enchantments all over it and even the thought of silver was a danger to me because my thoughts fuel reality. and thought forms can manifest easily for me, especially then and there. I was walking through town when I heard the iobs coming near me with their bullets. Their silver. I quickly stated my intent to death saying i would live through the shot once again and rematerialize myself. I had done it before and used that reference point as a power spot to recollect my power and reintend the same outcome. Nearly the same outcome. Well they found me and shot me through my brain with the silver and this time it was painful, the silver brned through my mind as the bulet basted through my brain and my body collpasped to the earth. It did not collapse in the physical sense for my body was gone as soon as i died and my bodies' energy slumped down with gravity. My body was mush energy. I was stuck on the earth for a time and could not move untill i intended my energy to rise again. My body had been dissolved. My mid was in a ruin of fiery pain. I managed to focus on rising again and my body rose into the night to about the level i would take if i had a body. I then intended to begin walking again and thus i did. I imagined my body as forming naturally under me and so it did. I went back int the hell of the night i was in and fought many angels and their flames as heaven tried to end my existence as being a monster of the night. Eventually I yielded to heaven and took on a new form, one form y past they named "little Derek". they had fragmented my soul and captured part of y past in one of them and offered it to me in exchange for Big Monster Derek. I compromised and kept much of big derek and merged the good stuff with little derek and kept my allies and my power. It was a gruesome battle too, but I, in the end, feel I won.

