02-28-2016, 12:00 AM
Yeah well, I told people to love and it worked for a very short time.. Then I kept trying to force love, ad create it with my energy body.. WOrked for a lil while, but it wasn't real love, it was a projection of the feeling of love.. The only times i loved as when i projected this feeling. Telling people to love didnt get me far, the control didnt work the way i wanted it to. I realized that loving someone is loving someone for who they are, a separate being, full of qualities i id not instill in them. I did not make her what she is, but she has made herself who she is. I have to let her be herself and I mus love her for who she is inside, all on her own. That is what works for me. See I kept controlling everything and everyone, and the fact i could tell someone to love an be loved made it command, and the perception i have of that command is that it is just a command, folly, even fake. It left me dying for love that is real, allowed to be, naturally, for what it is. I had to let people be who they are and stop telling them what to be. Personally I dislike controlled folly, and enjoy the energies of letting them be who they are, and what they choose to be. All on their own. That bring e love that i e as real.