09-29-2014, 12:00 AM
Stalking mosquitoes
I had been camping out at a beautiful quarry, and there bugs galore. Mosquitoes mostly. At first i headed into town and bought some lemon oil because i could see that they hated it. Knowledge. It worked for the most part but i found myself away and out from my camp site and my bottle and they were all attacking me. Little buggers everywhere. I had a couple positions of power then to use and so began to focus my attention onto them. First i focused into the time advancing into my attention, the future forming from my attention, connected. So that whatever i began to imagine would happen. Whatever I began to think of i would see. I looked at my knowledge of mosquitoes because i know they act to that form of motion. I see here that all the knowledge of a one of these buggers makes them what they are. I think for a second of some solutions and one comes in my mind, i think hmm maybe and so try and think to them that they can drink the water and it is better then my blood, and you do not really need my blood at all. I see it can be true and is, yet i am not totally believing it. I cast it and some of them start to fly away to the water in the quarry. More then half of them do but some still want my blood here. I watch them come and appear in my attention in the air around me. I can see my attention is bringing them to me and as i focus i begin to see more of them form into vision if i look a certain way and less if i look another way. Like shifting my expectation. to see in the same way as having knowledge(awareness) align into perception i can see that my current state of gaze projects the forms of manifestation in my vision. I focus for less and less appear, more and more appear, then i make a leap and focus to them disappear. I struggle for a second but get most of them to disappear completely. I won. Later on, a couple years later i revisited the quarry again and checked out a new part with a new friend. He said on his way to the spot that it would, as always, be infested with the buggers yet again. But i had learned more then and knew that nothing need e there at all even, before we cast and set this empty and free space into form. I decided not to set them into motion. he kept saying when we got there why they were not coming as it had him mystified and baffled. Not a single one and nor did they belong. i began to see the power of eliminating pests and bugs but many spirits approached me then, allies of different forms, and we had a debate. Should we eliminate an insect or creature from life and from the earth? Many questions of balance etc. I decided not to eliminate them totally but drastically from m regions of the travel at least. Later on the next year or so i found myself down by a river in a different city. People it seemed were trying to let the buggers back into my life then. Kept trying to let them into my world. So finally they came in again as i sat by the waters. After all i did not banish them.Same as before except i began before making them vanish to alter their bodies and their reactions. So that their bites did not hurt anymore to make you squash them and leave their pricker in you. I thought if it didnt hurt i wouldn't hurt them or barely notice them even, then i wouldnt get a bump either. So i focused into the time, manifesting the form, and watched it;s formation as i had done before, and began to alter it in this way. The bites felt like little charges of energy only. no longer pain. I began to gaze at the fliers and saw that if i focused onto them differently then they formed differently too. just like i do with painting moths. so i focused onto their pattern and said as it was manifesting knowing full well it would change " i wonder if they arre even mosquitoes?" and began to look closely and they were now whispier and smaller, and flew different then. but if a wavered then back then back to mosquitoes it was, but just for a second i am fast remember, and so they became different new insects entirely as i watched them form from the nothingness, or the not yet, the now, around me into forms of life that i could guide and form the knowledge of them willfully. i do it with many animals/things now..
I had been camping out at a beautiful quarry, and there bugs galore. Mosquitoes mostly. At first i headed into town and bought some lemon oil because i could see that they hated it. Knowledge. It worked for the most part but i found myself away and out from my camp site and my bottle and they were all attacking me. Little buggers everywhere. I had a couple positions of power then to use and so began to focus my attention onto them. First i focused into the time advancing into my attention, the future forming from my attention, connected. So that whatever i began to imagine would happen. Whatever I began to think of i would see. I looked at my knowledge of mosquitoes because i know they act to that form of motion. I see here that all the knowledge of a one of these buggers makes them what they are. I think for a second of some solutions and one comes in my mind, i think hmm maybe and so try and think to them that they can drink the water and it is better then my blood, and you do not really need my blood at all. I see it can be true and is, yet i am not totally believing it. I cast it and some of them start to fly away to the water in the quarry. More then half of them do but some still want my blood here. I watch them come and appear in my attention in the air around me. I can see my attention is bringing them to me and as i focus i begin to see more of them form into vision if i look a certain way and less if i look another way. Like shifting my expectation. to see in the same way as having knowledge(awareness) align into perception i can see that my current state of gaze projects the forms of manifestation in my vision. I focus for less and less appear, more and more appear, then i make a leap and focus to them disappear. I struggle for a second but get most of them to disappear completely. I won. Later on, a couple years later i revisited the quarry again and checked out a new part with a new friend. He said on his way to the spot that it would, as always, be infested with the buggers yet again. But i had learned more then and knew that nothing need e there at all even, before we cast and set this empty and free space into form. I decided not to set them into motion. he kept saying when we got there why they were not coming as it had him mystified and baffled. Not a single one and nor did they belong. i began to see the power of eliminating pests and bugs but many spirits approached me then, allies of different forms, and we had a debate. Should we eliminate an insect or creature from life and from the earth? Many questions of balance etc. I decided not to eliminate them totally but drastically from m regions of the travel at least. Later on the next year or so i found myself down by a river in a different city. People it seemed were trying to let the buggers back into my life then. Kept trying to let them into my world. So finally they came in again as i sat by the waters. After all i did not banish them.Same as before except i began before making them vanish to alter their bodies and their reactions. So that their bites did not hurt anymore to make you squash them and leave their pricker in you. I thought if it didnt hurt i wouldn't hurt them or barely notice them even, then i wouldnt get a bump either. So i focused into the time, manifesting the form, and watched it;s formation as i had done before, and began to alter it in this way. The bites felt like little charges of energy only. no longer pain. I began to gaze at the fliers and saw that if i focused onto them differently then they formed differently too. just like i do with painting moths. so i focused onto their pattern and said as it was manifesting knowing full well it would change " i wonder if they arre even mosquitoes?" and began to look closely and they were now whispier and smaller, and flew different then. but if a wavered then back then back to mosquitoes it was, but just for a second i am fast remember, and so they became different new insects entirely as i watched them form from the nothingness, or the not yet, the now, around me into forms of life that i could guide and form the knowledge of them willfully. i do it with many animals/things now..