02-13-2016, 12:00 AM
the first gourd I developed was from listening to don Juan... He stated that allies take emotional energy from you in exchange for power. He stated that the sorcerer feeds the allies, doling out their fears, and in exchange your allies will teach you dreaming and stalking feats of power.. My allies would meet me on the street corners in any city i was in, and begin making me fear the power of infinity and my gap would open and feel as if i could die from that point. something i corrected long ago, however that is another gourd and not this. the one don Juan carved for us is simple and ok, but is rather starter gourd.
the next gourd i carved for my allies was the form of my personal death.. it was very scary and resulted from the allies feeding from my fears. however death gave me tons and tons of power and made my every choice coupled with the power of my death.. i learned so uch about death by calling my allies death.. the mirrored for e everything i knew about my death so i could see it clearly and stop it and learn how to use it for power. they later taught me how to take it off and not believe in it, but alas they taught me that death i for everyone, and thru death is immortality.
the next gourd i would carve for myelf and my allies is the form of everything. an ally is everything, and anything and thus i started to recap all the knowledge i could find about sorcery, and take these lessons into myself directly and xactly as they were for the sorcerers of ancient lineages. Sure silent knowedge works wonders but i did not have that then and so i used the forms of the allies that come from everything and know everything. a big gourd yes, and alles love it too. you have to kno the form of your gourd, which means you must believe it.. the energy and form of the gourd coes form your own awareness, and so you must enter into the awareness and believe it for it to hold your ally's form.
the next form i got was given to me by meeting my ally everywhere i went.. see it was everything and nothing, and so i could place my ally inside of anyone i met and they would become my allies. Much like the matrix agents. my allies would also show me they were my allies but shapechanging the form and reminding me of all the other people i have met them within. hehehe i have some allies here with me saying I WANT IT!! but alas that is not my form for right now. I remember getting every woman i wanted to do whatever i wanted with that form. I learned to feed the ally lust and make them go crazy for it.. they would do anything for it.
more to come as i recap..
the next gourd i carved for my allies was the form of my personal death.. it was very scary and resulted from the allies feeding from my fears. however death gave me tons and tons of power and made my every choice coupled with the power of my death.. i learned so uch about death by calling my allies death.. the mirrored for e everything i knew about my death so i could see it clearly and stop it and learn how to use it for power. they later taught me how to take it off and not believe in it, but alas they taught me that death i for everyone, and thru death is immortality.
the next gourd i would carve for myelf and my allies is the form of everything. an ally is everything, and anything and thus i started to recap all the knowledge i could find about sorcery, and take these lessons into myself directly and xactly as they were for the sorcerers of ancient lineages. Sure silent knowedge works wonders but i did not have that then and so i used the forms of the allies that come from everything and know everything. a big gourd yes, and alles love it too. you have to kno the form of your gourd, which means you must believe it.. the energy and form of the gourd coes form your own awareness, and so you must enter into the awareness and believe it for it to hold your ally's form.
the next form i got was given to me by meeting my ally everywhere i went.. see it was everything and nothing, and so i could place my ally inside of anyone i met and they would become my allies. Much like the matrix agents. my allies would also show me they were my allies but shapechanging the form and reminding me of all the other people i have met them within. hehehe i have some allies here with me saying I WANT IT!! but alas that is not my form for right now. I remember getting every woman i wanted to do whatever i wanted with that form. I learned to feed the ally lust and make them go crazy for it.. they would do anything for it.
more to come as i recap..