02-13-2016, 12:00 AM
now here is a catcher.. the drawback and the solution.. don Juan's world bids for your awareness. this means that when you discover the awareness of something new, like my awareness of objects being alive, and the world catering to you.. you will see the world around you shift and people, and allies and things will bid for this awareness.. they will want it too.. some will try to take it maybe, and some will pretend they have it already but really you can make it a choice, and decide if you want to give it out or not.. you are the controlller of your gifts and awareness and allies. they have it because you have it, and you gve it to them, you make the gourd.. not them.. now allies might want your gourds, surely, and so let them come in and have it, but not every gourd is for every ally and so keep it the way you want it to be, and yet be open to the lessons of your allies. and remember intent is indifferent and so can your allies be so, and so if you tell them, like don juan does, that they want your awareness and bid for it, then you have made that gourd and thus they will move to your awareness and intent. so tell them no, they dont want it, or tell them that they want it for you and are respectful. that is a better gourd then don juans. in my humble opinion.. however having beings want what you have to give is pretty flattering too, and being the controller of your gifts is pretty flattering too. however at the core is indifference and choice, and a careful stalker gives out his energy wisely. this includes all judgements you have of people, allies, and the world and everything in it.. this is the gourd you are crafting and so do it wisely. and remember indifference is a savious because at the core of everything is a volitonless state, that you can set for yourself. this means that the traditional judgements of what people do and what people are and what allies are and what allies do is merely a position of awareness that can be set, changed, shifted, or even chosen by you.. and so choose it wisely and be aware of your choice and command.. this way if you believe in heaven and hell and have you world set around those parameters be aware that you have crafted and are crafting the gourds to make demons and to make satan, YOU are doing this. and so rememebr to be aware of indifference and non volition, and set it how you will. everythign in reality is, and isnt. and this is so any choice can be made. and so if you make a gourd that is dangerous and harmful, and in any way the ay you do not ant you can cancel it with indifference and non volitional states where you are the maker of the gourd and the world and the dream... stand up and take control and dont be a push over and let people tell you what your gourd is.. no. you set the way and you decide even if people want to convince you of new forms and new realities.. i had that before where everyone wanted to tell me what reality is because they knew i could cast it and make their dreas come true and i judged them as wanting my precious power.. but you know what? everything is folly, and so i decided that even though i rule my world and make dreams come true that people dont care about that and thy act like nomal people who dont care and dont want my stufff. it got it all off for me.. no more peopl ehunting me and trying to trick me, no more hell, no more demons, no more satan clause, why? vbecause a warrior cant believe and has to believe. i choose my belief.. and the number one tool in crafting yoru world, your gourd, is hat you believe in, hat you chose to believe in. i cut out the judgements that i dont want to manifest and so they vanish away, why? because my life does not feul them anymore, and thus they hold no form for me anymore. and so the lesson here is to be aware of what you are aware of reality to be, and be aware that it is your choice and your awareness that is casting it, and thus with indifference, with volitionless awareness, and ith detachment you cn cut anything ou that you dont want to believe in anymore. and presto it is gone!!!! vamous!!!! out!!!!