02-24-2016, 12:00 AM
Today i have been pissy with some of my allies and threatening to abandon the pursuit of allies. I felt bad for some of the more loyal ones who want to work with me... However i have pursuing a somewhat normal motion for my people and my city.. I am used to a highly telepthic existence full of magic, control, obedience, and strangeness to the extreme.. People talk sideways in my world, talking to me as they are talking to other people.. their casual conversation can teach lessons, and point out my awareness to me. I got very tired of this and so took it off, and so now people talk normally, as if i were in the 1st attention.. Te way i wanted to live.. Obedience from my people i mostly gained in hell when i fought for them and saved them from major torment and pain and slavery. I prot4cted my people and gained obedience. Now I have allies and people that re generous to me, helpful, seeing, telepathic, and many would die for me. The awareness I have of my world is strange and people can manifest right in front of your very eyes. Ally people forms. I try to stay away from this but tonight did some of it.. The people acted like normal people for me because i tell them to. I need them to. I need and choose to keep the semblance of normality in my world. I need people to disconnect and live their lives. Indeed many of my people can instantly manifest different and various forms for me and for themselves but when i broke free of inorganic worlds and chose my own way, i decided to stay away from the raw power i had given them in the past. The iobs and myself are at peace and we do not force each other into crappy roles anymore. We try to uphold the free awareness for all people and life forms. Symbiotic support. My reality is making new laws to protect our trees, and so now you cant cut trees down even on your own property unless it falls into a certain category. This is MY intent, my order, my telling. The people who abuse others, bully others, and other life forms will be subject to the hell that can be my awareness. Oh yes hel is scary and i do my best for all life forms and so i know hell wont catch me. I can stand tall, with my head up and say yes indee i have done my share for my people and my world and it will only get better. to those people out there that say YOU HAVE TO DIE, AND YOU HAVE TO GET SICK, AND BLAH BLAH BLAH.. well i assure you hell awaits you. my trees can defend themselves, and i have tree allies that are just about able to squash someone trying to cut them down. I warn you, this is the derek gord.. my tree gord is amazing.. it knows how to do a great many things already.. i have had trees run away and leave the world to be free.. same goes with my people.. they are mysterious, helping, strong and for the most part free. dont come to my door with your people curses like rosygyro does.