03-01-2016, 12:00 AM
ouch, not fair. that particular song comes from a time in my life when i didnt believe in love. many reasons contributed to that song.. i was a player, getting every woman to love me, with gifts, and they would do anything for me so long as i gave them gifts. i could destroy relationships with a single command. it made me believe love was fake, and everyone was just acting the roles of my dream, but whenever i stepped on the scene they would do anything i told them to do. it actually broke my heart. i want to see love, relationships that are strong.. where they wont sell out because i can offer them youth, a city, a reality of their own. etc etc etc.. i was a dream maker, made wishes come true. that song i love, and it touches me deep inside, at the core of my wound, but i dislike hearing it kno because i have reached a position of awareness where love is very real to me and my mate.. so is catering.. woo hoo bring out the cake!! I'll eat it too..

