Kill them

[serloco]

Also, voice your intent clearly that your awareness position, including any special powers that you gain in your position are for you alone unless you decide to give out your powers. If not I am almost sure that you will get people, iobs, saying that they can do what you just found. If you say yes then, your awareness and intent, or your ally if you in that position, or your God, or your Spirit and power will give them that ability. I denied my awareness to them recently and took back all my powers from the iobs that I work with. I cut down their projections too that we had crafted together and have gotten rid of much of my inorganic awareness positions. Yes I still have them safe and sound in my awareness position (ap) and can use them only if I want to. I am being very cautious now because ever since I have denied these forms to them, and denied their projections in my world they have since tried a few times to move me back into accepting them and going back into their awareness positions. They told me I am losing many of my dreams and tried to lure me back into embracing them again. Yes, last night I took down many powers and positions of my own active awareness. It was wonderful too even though I was angry at the iobs. I felt great to detach myself from so many of my allies and the iob world. It felt great to be able to lay to rest many of the powerful things I had gained in my dreaming in the iob world. I did not care one bit (nearly) when I cut many great, powerful and magical things down. I kept so much too, but gave the power only to myself. I separated much of my inorganic awareness from my body and took it out of my awareness. I reached such a position of detachment and without a care in the world in regards to keeping my power gained from iobs, that I reached a state of total indifference. To everything. I reset my entire world last night. I also reached a state of near non-volition and pure will, and without purpose or desire of any form. I was almost to the state of awareness where I did not care of I lived or died. I lost all my fear of nothingness and oblivion that I was ready to go and did not care if I ended even. At this position my awareness reached a state of pure decision seeing that I could now end my existence or I could continue on. All though I did not care either way and lost my desire even to live I decided to go back to a state of wanting again to live and set myself a coupe of new goals to keep me going. Set myself some desire ad some purpose so that I again could gain the volition and desire to live.