05-11-2015, 12:00 AM
Wanting to kill things in this way seems hateful to me. I am not judging, I speak from experience. Recently I had a dream in which I was afraid because I was stalking a creature, I had taken a shot at it with my rather large gun and I was looking around frantically in case of others, I felt the situation hopeless all in all.
I pondered the dream and its meaning and then I remembered!
Years ago when I used to experiment with what to me was then 'Astral Projection' I became aware of a being that used to terrorize me during sleep paralysis, it used to take the shape of my friends and family and seemed to enjoy scaring the **** out of me in my state of vulnerability. My theory is that maybe this same being has been in stalking me since I was a child!
As it turns out my awareness of the realness of this being was enough to make it vanish from my dreams altogether until now.
As it turns out I was so angry about being stalked by this being that I wanted to not only protect myself, which I already had, but I wanted to kill it, to show them, to see how they liked it and this is what my dream was about.
I think about Don Juan explaining to Carlos in Journey to Ixlan that he should regard the Misdeeds of Men in the same way we regards a Lion trying to kill us. Don Juan said you wouldn't get offended at the lion would you?
So we should not be offended at my dream beings behavior and nor should we be offended at flyers.
Peace out : )
I pondered the dream and its meaning and then I remembered!
Years ago when I used to experiment with what to me was then 'Astral Projection' I became aware of a being that used to terrorize me during sleep paralysis, it used to take the shape of my friends and family and seemed to enjoy scaring the **** out of me in my state of vulnerability. My theory is that maybe this same being has been in stalking me since I was a child!
As it turns out my awareness of the realness of this being was enough to make it vanish from my dreams altogether until now.
As it turns out I was so angry about being stalked by this being that I wanted to not only protect myself, which I already had, but I wanted to kill it, to show them, to see how they liked it and this is what my dream was about.
I think about Don Juan explaining to Carlos in Journey to Ixlan that he should regard the Misdeeds of Men in the same way we regards a Lion trying to kill us. Don Juan said you wouldn't get offended at the lion would you?
So we should not be offended at my dream beings behavior and nor should we be offended at flyers.
Peace out : )