Babble

[serloco]

So I am really bored. I wanted to reach out on the forum and talk to some fellow somewhat likeminded sorcerers. I know you can't be too like minded because I am ser loco, but even closely minded will do. I've been really anti-social lately. It started when I realized that my idea of what people are and what reality is was shifting and unreal. Reality and people became inorganic and allies. Not all allies. It alienated me and set me apart. I was in a world where everyone could see me clearly, read my awareness and thoughts like a book. It took some getting used to. I started moving the around like don Juan said you should do with iobs and so I practiced controlling them, moving them to different ideas. Different events and unfoldings. A far away trip I took. 2 months ago I was at the hosptial and I voiced my intent that people are aliens. I went out for a smoke and a woman had a tar trek head, all shaped differently then us. Us? Who and what are you? I can't say right now. I was a little shocked at the alien woman and immediately upon instinct shifted her appearance into human. It's that fluid for me sometimes. People are telepathic aliens for me. Allies. Do you live in a normal world? It's a mask. It's not real. Illusion. Reality is alive and it sees you. It is infinite and can do anything. So now I am like those old sorcerers do Juan was speaking of. The ones who live in strange realities and when they are around others strange realities unfold. I am that. IOB's hunt me too, or they used too at least. Thay have been keping ind of distant latelyy. still present though. Their eyes are always watching you know. They see everything. They taght me some of their states of seeing and it is cool. Allies can teach you to be an ally, to take the form of their awareness. I often take on the allies awareness into myself. Their seems at times no separation between us, lik I am the ally. It is me and I am it. It can guide me, almost become me. Sounds dangerous and it can be. Unleash the raw potential of formless and infinite reality. It is everything. Anything. ANd largely it is unknown. Big words to people who cant understand them yet. It took me years to understand unknown, power,and ally, and many terms of sorcery.  Always more there is.  

so yeah feel free to ramble or rant about anything at all.