Memory

[serloco]

I was having trouble in my practice gaining cohesion on all the new awareness and realizations I had been encountering. I figured that there must have been some way the old seers used to gain cohesion on all of their shifts. I started to see that reality was aware of all my shifts, as were the inorganic stalker friends i had picked up along the way. I had then the realization that reality is constantly feeding information, and awareness to people, like a two way energy transfer. Not only did these shifts exist in my memory but they also existed as part of a record, or super memory. I had seen already that reality is awareness and as such has awareness, so it is ever aware of every shift we make, and so i thought why can't my memory be linked into this super memory feeder? So i began the shifts. Voiced my intent and waited. The next thought i had was that i can move my attention to a specific time and have the memory feeder align the memories into my awareness. I tried it then and focused on the past when memories began flooding into my system. I then altered my intent and stated that since it is aware of all my thoughts i can have it feed me special thoughts i has completely forgotten. Sure enough memories of thoughts began flooding into my system form ages past that were long gone. The memories resurfaced as if it were just yesterday. i had felt very close to some kind of God at this point, a personal God that knows me intimately since i was born. I wasn't sure as to what exactly the entity feeding my awareness was, a God, an inorganic being, or just awareness and form, a type of potential that has been just created from infinite potential. Anyways as it turns out it knew exactly what i wanted and it made it incredibly easy to recap my thoughts and shifts. All i had to do was focus on shapeshifting and i would get an immediate upload of all the awareness i possessed about the art, including the shifts i had made previously. I began compiling my awareness into these 'spheres' or upload streams, and spent days just recapping my awareness and memories. I realize that if i had never pondered a new way to recap, i would have never discovered it, and that the thoughts i had about the memory feeder aligned to the feeder itself. I see that we have great potential to build and shape our cognitive systems with the right awareness and intent.